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“I got tested six months ago,” I whisper, wanting to have this conversation before we turn mindless. “I haven’t been with anyone since.”
He nods and pulls down my bottom lip with his thumb. Smears my lipstick a little in the corner and drags it down my cheek to make me look thoroughly wrecked. “Same. Negative on all tests.”
“I’m also on birth control.”
“What are you saying? No condom?”
“I want to feel you.” I take a deep breath and try to steady myself. “But I’m sure you… you might have… I’d never do anything to put you in an uncomfortable position or trap you or anything.”
“I would never think that,” he says fiercely. “I trust you completely.”
“Okay.” I nod and wrap my hand around his cock. I stroke him up and down, and his eyes flutter closed. I think he’s trying not to lose too much control too early. “Then it’ll just be us.”
“Going to fuck you raw,” he says through a strangled exhale. “Really make you mine.”
For the night,I want to say, but I keep that thought to myself.
“How do you want me?” I ask. I run my thumb over the head of his cock, and I rub the pre-cum I find there down his length. He lurches forward and nearly falls on top of me, but catches himself at the last second. “What makes you feel the best? You made me feel so good, Shawn. I want to make you feel good, too.”
“Anything with you is going to feel like heaven.” He taps my knee and lifts his chin. “Move up to the headboard.”
I slide across the sheets and lean back against the stack of pillows. I open my legs and rest my hand on my stomach, impatiently waiting for him to join me. Shawn stares for a minute before he shakes his head, like he’s trying to rid himself of thoughts he shouldn’t be having. He positions himself between my thighs and tips his mouth to mine.
“Do you want me?” I ask him, and in the dead of night there’s no one around to hear his answer. No one to see the way he kisses me and pulls me close. Up here, it’s just us, nothing but the light of the moon, the stars in the sky, and our naked bodies as we reach for each other.
“You know the answer to that,” he says into my neck like it’s a secret. His tongue runs up my throat and he bites my earlobe. When he sucks on my skin, I let out a sharp breath. “I’ve never wanted someone as much as I want you.”
Shawn pushes inside of me. Gentle at first, as I arch into the pillows and get used to his small thrusts. Harder when my hands grip the sheets on either side of my body because I’m afraid I’m going to fall. There’s a gradual build up and then he’s moving faster, harder, lifting on his knees and getting deeper as he tries to find the best position.
He fucks like he kisses; possessively. With every part of himself. Teeth on my neck. A hand taking my arms and pinning them above my head. Words of encouragement whispered in my ear and a soft laugh when I arch my back and ask for more.
“Harder,” I say through a gasp, because as mind-numbing as this is, I still want more.
I lift my leg so he can drive deeper into me, and he lets out a string of expletives at the new angle. His muscles flex and his eyes squeeze shut, concentration painted beautifully across his face.
“Lacey. I can’t—” He swallows, and I watch the bob of his throat. The shade of crimson on his cheeks and how hard he is between my legs. In and out, the rhythm makes me dizzy with lust. He’s still inside of me, but I already want more. “If I go any harder, I’m going to come. I’m not going to last for you.”
“So come,” I say.
My hands escape from his hold and move up his chest. They settle around his neck and I pull him toward me. I kiss his throat. Lick at his collarbone and sink my teeth into his shoulder. He makes a sound from deep in his chest, a rumbly noise of pleasure I love instantaneously.
Shawn opens his eyes. He looks down at me and thrusts so hard, the headboard slams against the window. I’m afraid the glass might crack.
“I said I’m getting three from you.” He reaches between us and his thumb finds my clit. He rubs in a circle, and there are spots in my vision. “I don’t come until you do.”
“Such a gentleman,” I get out. He pinches me hard, and flashes of color sparkle behind my eyelids. “Can we switch positions?”
“What do you want to try?” he asks. His thrusts slow, and he looks distressed. On the verge of ecstasy, but not close enough.
“Can you fuck me from behind?” I look away and bite my lip. “It’s my favorite position.”
Shawn squeezes my cheeks and turns my head so I have no choice but to look up at him. “What did I say about hiding from me?”
“To not.” My hand curls around his bicep, and I hold on to him for support. “I’m sorry.”
“You never have to apologize,” he says, and he slides out of me. My cheeks heat when I see his cock is almost dripping, and I know most of it is from me. “Get on your hands and knees for me, Lacey. Let me watch your ass bounce while you take me from behind.”
I crawl down the bed until I have enough space to get into position, and I look at him over my shoulder. Shawn is touching himself, and his hand gives his cock a couple of pulls.
