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Ilove it here. We’ve been in Italy for the past three weeks and I’m in love. Noah booked the most extravagant house for us to stay in for the foreseeable future in Lake Como and it's the most beautiful place I’ve ever seen. Our garden overlooks the lakes and landscape with steps down from the terrace leading to our own boat.
This is the most healthy and invigorated I’ve ever felt, and I’ve managed to get quite a nice tan. We both have from all the time we’ve spent outside in the pool and exploring the area. It's so tranquil here that I don’t want to leave. We plan to visit New Zealand next, but when, who knows? We’re enjoying it here too much to leave.
“You should put a shirt on,” Noah says as he walks out of the house, strutting over to me with a drink in hand, to where I lay on a sun lounger. Fuck he looks hot as sin, those tattoed muscles all tanned and powerful. Those eyes honed in on me like a laser.
“I’m sunbathing. Why would I put a shirt on?”
“Because the pervy fuckers on the boats might see you, and they’re too far away for my knife to reach them.”
I roll my eyes at his over protectiveness. It's something I’ve grown to love. The thrill of being someone else's whole purpose and obsession is indescribable.
We left our home two months ago and spent a week in Los Angeles with my brother. It was good and we managed to avoid any issues between Noah and Tyler. Noah was quiet and broody, which Tyler seemed to find hilarious, but didn’t seem concerned. Tyler was just happy for us. I'm thrilled with how well it went and we plan to meet up again in a few months when he hopes to travel out to see us wherever we are. I haven’t alerted Noah to that plan yet.
My house sold a couple of days ago and Noah's apartment sold within two days of listing, not that he needed the money, but we just wanted no ties to Seattle anymore.
I haven’t spoken to Liam again. Jane has texted occasionally to check in, which I appreciate but I don’t see a way for Liam to accept this. And I accept that. But it won’t stop me from living.
“You want to go out today, baby?”
Noah covers my body with his, our combined weight making the sun lounger creak under the pressure.
“No. Just want to be with you.”
“Damn right.”
As time has gone on I struggle being apart from him. I can only relax when he is next to me, otherwise I’m an anxious mess. I know that’s bad. I know it will get worse. But I’m in too deep now to go down that road of what’s right and wrong. I’m happy. I’m safe, and that’s what matters.
We leisurely kiss with the sun beaming down on us. The sounds of the water lapping and boats traveling up and down the lake. This feels pretty fucking perfect.
“I want to marry you, Noah.” I close my mouth as soon as the words leave. Where the hell did that come from?
“I’m down for that. Then I own you on paper too,” Noah says into my neck.
“Really?”
He pulls back and stares down at me.
“Yeah. I’m just pissed I never thought of it first.”
We both smile at each other before he leans down and whispers over my mouth.
“Ask me and use my name.”
“Marry me, my shadow?”
Noah groans and rubs his hard dick over mine. This lounger is definitely going to break.
“Fuck yes,” he answers, and we seal it with a kiss and promise that it will only ever be us. Forever.
NOAH
As I look down at his beautiful smiling face, my all consuming obsession intensifies. He’ll be mine in all ways.
I’ve finally got what I want. Chase. Everything he is belongs to me now, and I’ll never let him go. I am his whole purpose, and I intend to keep it that way. The world will drown in blood before I allow another to take him from me.
Whether it’s in this life or the next, I’ll always be with him.
His shadow.
