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“Maybe it’s club business and they just aren’t telling us.You know how crazy they get with that stuff,” Serenity points out.
“I feel like they would have told her if it was club business, though.”Addison frowns.“They know how worried she is.”
“You’re right.”Serenity purses her lips.“Has he said anything, anything at all?”
I shake my head, staring down at my hands.
Max cries from his rocker on the ground and Addison immediately rushes over, pulling him up into her arms and showering him with kisses.I don’t know where I’d be without these girls, they’re literally my lifeline.
“Let’s just focus on finding him, then we can worry about the next part,” Serenity says, before turning me toward the couch.“You sit, I’m going to make some dinner.Where’s Eb?”
“At my mom’s,” I tell her.“I didn’t want her to see me so upset.”
“We’re here now,” Addi says, bouncing Max.“You just leave this cute bundle of joy to me; I’m going to make sure he’s perfectly taken care of.”
I give her a weak smile, but I’m so damned grateful for them.
Serenity makes dinner, and we all eat.I try my best to keep conversation, but with every passing minute, it becomes harder and harder.Eventually, I have to put Max to bed and the girls promise to call me if they hear anything.The moment I’m alone and Max is sleeping, I sit on the edge of the bed and drop my head into my hands.I don’t know what to think, how to feel, but I do know that I hate these sensations running through my body.
The front door slams, causing my head to jerk up.
I don’t move as heavy footsteps come toward the room, it’s as if my body is frozen in place, my breath stuck in my lungs as I wait to see if it’s him.
Then a moment later, the door opens.
Muff stands in the opening, his eyes glassy, a beer in his hand.
He’s drunk.
Blind, rotten drunk.
I’ve only ever seen him like this a couple of times, but never have I seen him with that look on his face.
The broken, hurt expression has my heart twisting.
Is he about to end things?
I don’t understand what’s happening.
He takes a step in, putting the beer down on the dresser.He walks toward me and slowly brings his body down over mine, giving me no option but to lie back on the bed as the scent of whiskey and beer fills my nose.I hold his eyes, struggling to read anything in those green depths.His hand slides up, and he runs his fingers through my hair as he moves it away from my face.
I’m too scared to speak because I’m terrified of what he might say.
His hard body over mine gives me a little glimmer of hope, but there is something in his eyes that makes me feel like my world is about to explode.Whatever happened tonight, changed something inside him.I can see it, I can feel it, and I know him well enough to know he’s fighting against something deep within his soul.
His mouth lowers down, closing over mine, and I let him sink into me, every hard inch of him closing down over my body.My legs spread, letting his hips settle between them, and I kiss him back with a force that I have never used before.It’s desperate, afraid, almost as if I’m clinging to him with everything I have left.
His wicked growl against my lips tells me he likes it.
He likes everything about it.
His mouth slides to my neck, and his cock is hard between my legs, rubbing up and down my pussy that is already soaked for him.
I want to fuck him, God, do I want to fuck him, but the questions racing around in my mind aren’t able to be contained.
“Where were you?”I whisper, my mouth against his ear as he kisses a trail down my neck.
He pauses, his entire body stiffening as he lifts his head to look down at me.
