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“I know what you mean.” He brushed her hair back off her face. It was a mess as usual, but he liked it.

It was just who Maggie was.

“So what if . . . what if I wanted you to Top me right now? I think . . . I think I might need that. I can’t get everything out of my head. There’s so much to do.” Her hand reached up to her hair again.

“No.” He gave her hand another firm tug away. “You’re not doing that anymore.”

“I can’t . . . I can’t stop. How am I going to protect Indie? What if there was damage to the apartment I can’t afford to fix? The landlord will likely kick us out. And what about Uncle Willy? What if he needs me? If he can’t work, then I don’t have a job and I feel terrible about worrying about that while he’s not well, but it’s still a concern. And what about if I can’t move to Escana and that’s where the three of you live . . . ”

“That’s enough,” he told her sternly. “Look at me. Right at my eyes. That’s good. You have nothing to worry about right now.”

“I do!” she cried.

“You don’t. Right at this moment, you have no responsibilities. You have nowhere to be and no one to take care of. It’s all right to break sometimes, precious girl. You don’t always have to be the strong one. Even the strongest of us need someone to take over now and then. I want you to give me your trust. To let me take care of you.”

“And that’s what you want?” she asked.

“Always so worried about everyone else. You’re so sweet. This is exactly what I want,” he told her.

“I might go into Little headspace,” she warned him.

As if he cared about that. “Then that’s what you need to do.”

She let out a deep sigh. “All right. I want this. I want you. And I trust you.”

“Such a brave girl. My very good girl. I’m going to take excellent care of you. Now, you’re going to take a nice bubble bath.”

“Where are Ian and Jack?” she asked. “I thought they must have just stepped out, but they’ve been gone a while.”

“They’re out checking your apartment.”

“Oh no.” She attempted to get away down. “I should be with them.”

“What did I just tell you?” he said.

“That I’m a good girl who needs a bubble bath?”

“I said that you weren’t making any decisions. And you don’t have any responsibilities. Understand? Now, you say, yes, Jameson. Or, uh, ‘yes, Daddy’ if you’d rather.”

She stared up at him with her mouth parted.

“That’s moving too fast. Fuck. We barely kissed. I?—”

“Yes, Daddy.”

61

All of this was surreal to Maggie.

She couldn’t believe that she was completely surrendering her control. And to Jameson.

It was everything she’d ever dreamed of. And never thought possible.

“Before we move on, I need to know a few things. Like your safeword and limits?”

She went through them all.

He nodded. “Are you all right with me seeing you naked?”

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