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Ewen cleared his throat and took a sip of wine. ‘As a kid, I always felt kind of overlooked. Like I was there to watch everyone else. I lost my virginity to a woman a few years older who was into being hurt. Choked. Spat on. She liked it rough. When I gave her what she wanted, she looked at me like I was a god. She saw me. That feeling was addictive. As I chased it, I found that I enjoyed inflicting pain, knowing that someone would open themselves to it and still beg me for more. The power is a rush that’s hard to find anywhere else.’
A bitter jealousy burned in my stomach at the thought of him with others, and I took a sip of wine.
‘Why are you pouting, Cora?’
‘I’m jealous.’
‘Of?’
‘You, being with other women.’
‘If I hadn’t spent the years learning who I am, I wouldn’t have been able to give you what you wanted. They paved the way so that I was ready for you.’
Beneath the grouch, he was such a fucking charmer.
‘Did you fuck any of them in your library?’
‘No, my jealous little liar, I’ve never brought anyone else home. I’ve also never taken any of them on a date before. You’re my first.’
‘You’ve never dated?’
‘I never understood the compulsion.’
Heat washed through me, and I couldn’t help but smile. ‘And now you do?’
‘I can’t imagine not wanting to be around you. Even when we’re not fucking. That’s very new for me.’
Two hours later, I was feeling giddy from the wine and stuffed with the most delicious food I’d ever tasted.
‘Can I take a selfie of us?’ I asked. ‘I want to remember this. It’s the best place I think I’ve ever been.’
‘Not for my sparking company?’ Ewen said, leaning back in his chair.
‘That too, I guess.’
‘Mmm, come get your ass in my lap.’
Sliding onto his lap sent a fresh wave of desire through me. Ewen wrapped a hand around my stomach and pulled me tight to him.
We looked cute on my phone screen as I held it up and got us both in the frame. The candles sparkled behind us as I snapped a photo.
‘You’re not even looking,’ I said as he buried his face in my neck, nipping lightly with his teeth.
‘You smell fucking incredible,’ he growled. His fingers slid up my thigh and under my dress, stroking against the front of my panties.
Lowering my arm, I stole a glance at the elevator, worried one of the wait staff would appear.
‘I didn’t tell you to stop taking pictures,’ Ewen said as he slipped his fingers beneath my panties and circled my clit. Pain from being so thoroughly fucked gave way, blending with the ripples of pleasure that his gentle touches spread.
I kept taking the photos of us as he licked at my neck, my hips arching against him as he grew hard beneath me. Watching us through the screen was tantalising—dirty.
My breath grew hoarse as he slipped his finger inside me, giving me the pain I so desperately needed despite still being swollen from earlier.
A buzzing from my back made me sit up.
‘Ignore it,’ he said, pulling me back toward him and sliding his tongue against mine.
After a moment, the vibrating started again.
