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Once we’re in the bedroom, he sits—with difficulty—on the bed. When he’s comfortable, he pulls me close, and I straddle him, with my knees on the bed on either side of his lap, and our chests fuse as he hugs me close. As if there’s nothing he wants more than to have me in his arms.
I hear him inhale against my skin, as if trying to get my scent inside him. A token to keep with him once he’s gone.
“I love your scent. I could spend days just like this. You and me, our bodies pressed together.” There’s a longing behind his words, as if, like me, he believes there’s no future for us.
That gives me the push I need to let go and be with him, because we’re both afraid.
I lift his chin with my pointer finger and push his head back. I don’t give him time for anything before I kiss him with all the passion, love, and anger I have inside.
He hums under my assault, but he doesn’t fuel my passion. Instead, with gentle licks and pecks, he slows the kiss, morphing my high-boiling emotions to a simmering level. Then he pulls me close and moves to kiss the corner of my mouth, then my cheek, and finally my ear.
“I love you, my Cammy,” he whispers there, sending chills down my neck and back.
I shiver against him and push my very interested dick against his body, trying to find more friction.
But he places his hands on my lower back to stop me and keeps kissing me gently.
I don’t resist, and let him do what he wants. I focus instead on his touch, that’s igniting sparks I’m sure will transform into a fire that will consume us both.
His mouth is now kissing the hollow of my throat, and he licks me there, making me moan for more. But he doesn’t stay there long. Instead, he runs his tongue along my collarbone until he reaches my shoulder, and there, he gently bites and then licks the pain away, making me writhe in search of more.
I’m powerless, and the only thing I want to do is rub against him, but he still has his hands on my back, and I can’t really move.
Then he works backwards until he reaches the other shoulder and does the same.
“I love everything about you,” he whispers against my throat, and another kiss is planted there as soft as a feather.
“Don’t—“ But he steals my words and my mind at the same time with a long, deep kiss.
“Please,” he says.
And again, I’m powerless against his need for me.
He kisses me again, and this time I let go and allow him to take me up to the sky.
I wrap my arms around him, promising myself that this time I won’t let go.
This time, I’ll make him mine forever.
This time instead of ‘I love you,’ I want him to say, ‘I’ll stay.’
Chapter Sixteen
Gael
I’m on cloud nine.
Cammy allowing me to love him like he deserves is something priceless.
After what I did to him—and to myself—I thought I would never have the chance to be like this with him again.
He trusts me to take care of him when I can’t even take care of myself.
I follow the path from his throat down his chest, and I kiss the point where his heart is. Wishing I could, with only one kiss, unbreak his heart and make it whole again.
I need to ask for forgiveness, but I’ve never been good with words, so I hope and pray that showing him how much I love him will get the thought across.
My attention is drawn by his nipples rising over his skin, pink and beautiful and so ready to be tasted, and I don’t waste time, taking the closest one inside my mouth. I lavish it with my tongue and kisses, until Cammy is panting and the peak is more red than pink.
