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Chapter EIGHTEEN
Jared
For the first time in forever I may be freaking out.
Not because I'm falling for a girl and it seems like it's for real. I'm ready for that. I've known it in my heart for a while, but I wasn't about to rush into something because the clock was ticking or because society was raising a collective eyebrow.
I wanted the right woman, my perfect girl and I was willing to wait for her to happen along as long as it took. I just had to focus on not making the wrong choice. I lived through a bitter divorce with my parents, watching their daily battles through clenched teeth when they assumed the kids were too young to 'get it'. Believe me we got it and both me and my sister grew up to have a hard time with forever.
I want Carina like I’ve never wanted anyone. I need her. She and I are two objects floating around in space like the astronaut and the space dock, flailing and aimless before finally locking on.
I'm freaking because I have every intention of claiming my girl but it's looking increasingly like I'm nothing more than an interlude for her. An exotic animal she likes to get in a cage with and live dangerously for a while. But not one she's going to let out with those close to her. She looked so awkward at being discovered with me by her friends.
She's probably right. She's got her whole life to experience. Why would she want to tie herself up with someone twice her age, even if I can give her the world? I get it. Much as I wish I didn’t.
We're both quiet on the way back to the city in the bird. I serve her a glass of bubbly and nestle her under my wing, crushed tight to my chest where I know she likes to be. We relax into each other, impossibly comfortable, like we've known each other for years, not days, as we fly across the mountain ranges I love. I don't know which is more over-awing, the view or the feelings I have for the girl snuggled into me.
I can't stop looking at her all through dinner. Her soft mouth and her dewy skin glowing from the mountain air and the intense sex we had as soon as I stripped her out of the ski bunny suit she looks adorable in.
Just thinking about her perfect round tits, her bare naked pussy, always soaking with desire for my cock makes me pump up with a solid rod of steel. And an ching need for her throttling through every muscle of my body. I keep her hands held in mine until the waiter brings the main course and we have to split apart. After, I order a chocolate and strawberry cream concoction and feed her spoonfuls, insisting she eat.
“You're going to need your strength,” I growl, with a smile.
“I have to go home,” she whimpers.
“No.” I shake my head with the final answer. “I need you with me, Darlin'.”
I can't even imagine not having her at my side. Sleeping all night with her was the most delectable thing, after sliding my cock into her and feeling how she clenched longingly at my length while she writhed under me and moaned my name. I need this woman calling out for me at the height of her pleasure every fucking night.
“Oh,” she mewls, her eyes big and round with lust and – something else. “Then I have to call Mellie.”
I nod the okay. Fuck, no one's said that to me since I graduated. It's a matter of respect for her parent's house and I get that, but Christ, it makes the chasm between us seem wider.
I pour out the last of the champagne and then I'm taking her upstairs to bury my cock into her tight sweetness again. It's only been a couple of hours but I already need to reclaim her as mine.
I can't get enough of her hot little body, her soft mouth that takes me so willingly. Welcoming me into her like she wants nothing more than to give me all the pleasure in the world. Same as I yearn to provide for her. Together our mutual giving is an explosive combination I won't let go of without a fight.
When we get back to the room, I go to the bar to make us a nightcap while she goes into the bedroom to call home. Again keeping me out of the picture.
“You don't have to be embarrassed, or hide from me. Ever,” I tell her when she comes back, all smiles.
Even more now, I want everything out in the open between us. Even if it means facing the kind of comments I got from Cody this afternoon. His were innocent and not intended to stab me in the heart. I expect they'll get worse.
“Okay,” she whispers. “I'm sorry.”
“You don’t have to ever be sorry either, Darlin'.”
“I guess I'm learning so much from you.”
“Everyone's a teacher in a great relationship. We're both learning from each other and it's fucking amazing. I love that.”
“I love that too. I mean it, I love it.”
She smiles enough to light up my soul and climbs on her tiptoes to kiss me. Tomorrow I have another surprise for her. Something I've yet to share with any woman.
“Mellie needs me tomorrow afternoon,” she adds. “To help prepare for the party.”
I'm about to advise Carina to tell Mellie to...hire some help, but she throws her arms around my neck for another delicious kiss. Smart girl. She already knows how to manage me.
