Page 60 of Groupthink


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“Unsurprising. You’ve gotsaintwritten all over you in a mouthful of letters,” I quipped, pouring myself some coffee. “Such a complicated way to say something so simple, don’t you think?”

“I’m a complicated way to say something simple,” she said, looking down.

“I don’t doubt that for a second,” I admitted. The longer I talked to Grace, the more I could sense she was keeping things under the surface, hidden under layers of what she wanted the world to see.

I prided myself on being able to read people well. Hell, I could read—and have read—everything: books, plays, rooms, situations, people. But all I knew for sure about Saint Grace and how she worked was that everything she wanted to say had to pass through a complicated system of filters and sieves until it came out into the air.

I wanted to break that fine mesh latticework around her mind, reach in, and get some of that raw, unbridled energy I’d seen last night.

I wanted to liberate her. I wanted to corrupt her.

My curiosity crescendoed.

“I mean… I have a bad habit of making things complicated,” she explained.

“Well that’s not a very nice thing to say about yourself—”

She dropped her fork and it clattered on the plate. “I kissed my boss.”

I stopped chewing and quirked my eyebrow at her.

Grace looked at me guiltily, as if she was confessing she’d cheated on me or something.

“What was that like?” I asked, genuinely curious.

“Huh?”

I took a sip of my coffee, delighted we were talking about something real instead of flirting with it. “Did you enjoy it?”

She blinked a few times, as if my reaction was the last thing she was expecting.

Delightful.

“I… I guess? I don’t know—”

“It’s been lingering in your mind, there’s got to be some reason it’s sticking there.”

“Mostly worry.”

I chuckled into my bitter coffee. “Why worry?”

Her eyebrows came together in confusion. “Whywouldn’tI worry about something like that? I could lose my job, I could’ve destroyed my career—”

“Sounds like fun, that means you can make up another one,” I said with a wink.

She frowned and I knew I’d crossed a line.

I set my mug down and explained. “Look. Whatever happens, happens. If you lose your job, so what? It’s just a fun opportunity to do something new.”

She let out a frustrated breath through her nose. “I can’t just change careers—”

“Why not? You’re not your job,” I pointed out.

She ran her delicate fingers through her tangled hair and mumbled something that sounded like, “My job’s all I have left…”

“Left of what?” I asked, knowing I was pushing the envelope. But I didn’t care; I had to know.

She fixed me with a cold stare.“Who are you? Don’t you worry about anything?”

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