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What if I’m deformed and I don’t even know it yet?
I mean, I showered and, you know, trimmed everything neatly, but what if I pull my underwear down and Kai flinches away?
This is the problem with saving yourself for someone special. It all sounds smart and romantic beforehand, but then you find yourself completely clueless when the stakes are highest.
“Eden.” The head gardener looks less cocky now, his handsome face unsure. “We don’t have to do this, sweetheart. We can just talk.”
Kai moves to tip over, rolling to one side, and I block him with my calf. “No, wait! Sorry. I’m just n-nervous. I want to do this, I swear.”
And I really, really do.
Besides, Lane went after the man she wanted, and now they’re together and stupid in love. Sylvie puts herself out there again and again, chasing her dream of acting on stage.
I can do this. I can be brave.
I won’t be the only friend who’s a giant, cowardly chicken, damn it.
“P-promise you won’t laugh?”
Kai looks so offended, I nearly burst out laughing.
“What kind of jackass do you think I am?” He settles back on the stone path, green gaze fixed on me, and taps his chest one more time. “Come on, sweetheart. Have a little faith.”
Okay.
Yeah.
My pajama pants whisper down my legs, puddling around my ankles. Taking a deep breath, I hook my thumbs around my panties and slide those down too, then kick everything onto the rocks lining the path.
Kai is still and silent, a tendon corded in his neck. His gaze on me is hot enough to sear my skin.
“Beautiful,” he rasps as I step awkwardly to either side of his neck, kneeling down and sitting back on his chest. “Everything about you is beautiful, Eden.”
His short beard tickles my inner thigh. Kai turns his head and kisses me there, so sweet and intimate that my toes curl. Then he nips, eyes wandering back to mine in challenge, and suddenly my blood is pounding through my veins once again.
Oh, it’s on.
My low belly is heavy with need, pulse throbbing between my legs.
I’m slick and swollen. Achy and bared to Kai’s hungry gaze.
After one last pause, I shrug my sweater off too, baring myself completely.
You’re naked, a voice whispers in my brain as Kai slides two strong, callused hands beneath my ass and lifts me to his mouth. You’re naked in the greenhouse with the sexy head gardener. And you’re about to sit on his face.
So surreal.
“T-tell me if I squish you.”
Kai winks at me, his breath hot against my bare slit. “Not possible, sweetheart.”
Then he tugs me down and the world turns hot and wet and blurry, my pulse slamming in my ears as the head gardener licks and sucks me into oblivion, his groans vibrating against my clit.
Don’t know where to put my hands, so I try Kai’s forehead, the tops of my thighs, and his stomach, before pinching my own hardened nipples. Pleasure lances through me, and I shudder against Kai’s tongue.
Oh, shit.
At some point, my head tips back, dizzy from pleasure. My reflection high above does the same, swaying above her own prone man. We’re both flushed and rumpled and wild, and I barely recognize myself up there. Is that the girl who can barely get her words out in Kai Akana’s presence? Is that me?
