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But it is true.
I have never been with a man. I have had a few guys touch me down there and it was pure misery. There was nothing pleasurable about it.
I just got up and went home because it just sucked. I felt like all they could do was anything along the lines of trying to start a fire with my left lip because my clit was not on their radar.
He comes back with a huge plate of chicken Alfredo and some garlic bread. My mouth waters at the delicious smell. “Did you make this yourself?” I ask him when he sets it on the coffee table in front of me.
He smiles. “I can cook, I am my mother’s son.” He winks and that alone gives him the title as a great cook.
He sits down next to me and under his arm is a glass of wine with two glasses. “I could get used to this.” I’m not used to someone waiting on me like this.
“Darlin, if I could get you to sit your ass on my couch and feed you by hand forever, I would.”
He looks so tough, gruff and that matches his voice, but his words are the exact opposite when he speaks to me. It sends my stomach into knots and chills down my spine.
He picks up my fork on my plate, twirling the Alfredo and lifting it to my mouth. I open, and let him feed me, making eye contact.
“So, explain what you were meaning,” he requests, and I instantly want to throw up.
I swallow and take a drink of the wine trying to delay my answer. He doesn’t look away from me. I know that he will demand an answer.
“I haven’t been with a man per se, you know this.” He nods agreeing with me.
“I have had a couple guys touch me down there and it’s been dreadful. I might be broken. They have straight out told me that they don’t do that.”
He cringes like that is the most disgusting thing he’s ever heard. “What is it?”
He licks his lips. “Don’t get me wrong, I love the fact that you have not been with any other man, but it fucking kills me that the ones you let touch you didn’t give you the pleasure you deserve.”
He scoots closer, his eyes darkening. “You deserve to come by a man’s hand, tongue, and dick until you can’t move and all you can feel is him.”
I shift on the couch totally turned on by his words. Actually, turned on isn’t the right word for it, but I’m sure if I were to stand up that I would be dripping onto his couch.
He chuckles at my expression. “Want to show me?” I ask without thinking, my vagina overruling my mind.
His mouth opens in shock. My heart is in my throat because I can’t believe that I just said that.
“I’m so sorry. I’m ashamed that I just said that.” My nose burns from being so embarrassed.
He stops my rambling with his finger on my lips. “I would be thrilled to make you mine in all ways, Angel. This is a gift that I won’t take for granted.”
I let out a shaky deep breath. I’m excited and scared at the same time because this is so forward.
“I’m nervous.” I take a huge drink of my wine, needing it for my nerves and let him feed me another bite. “Let me get you fed; you’re going to need your energy, girl.”
Oh God, give me strength because I’m not sure what I just got myself into. He makes sure that he feeds me every bite of my food and then once he is satisfied, leads me back upstairs to his bedroom.
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Terror
* * *
I can feel the tremor in her hands as I lead her up to my bedroom. I look back at her every couple of steps to make sure that excitement in her eyes is still there and not replaced by fear.
It sickens me that the men she allowed to touch her didn’t appreciate her like she deserves.
But it makes my chest swell with pride that I get to be the one to show her; another man will never be fucking touching her again.
