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Breakneck

I lay there with an arm over my face for a few minutes, cooling off after taking my girl's cherry. She was so hot and ready to go in the beginning, but somewhere in the middle, I could tell she wasn't really as into things as she had been when we started.

Then, she ran her nails down my back and dug into my ass like she wanted me to go harder. It took everything in me not to do just that. The little glimpse of the wildcat she might one day become had almost tipped me over the edge and then, the minx bit down on my nipple as she dug those nails into my ass again, and I lost all control. It was her first time, so I understood her initial unease, especially since I probably hurt her, whether she wanted to admit it or not.

The way she’d raked her nails into me and bit down on my nipple, that shit felt good in the moment, but it didn’t mesh with the horror I’d seen painted across her face. She had been a virgin, and it had been damn near fourteen or fifteen years since I popped a girl’s cherry. Maybe, I missed something and didn’t realize I hurt her worse than I thought.

It worried me that I wouldn’t be able to keep the woman as mine at all. I was fucking falling all over myself for Nova. The amount of energy I put into our dates was proof of that. After having her, seeing and feeling her reaction to sex with me, there was no doubt that I’d have to slake my thirst elsewhere for a while. At least until she was used to fucking and how things really worked between two people. Otherwise, I’d end up losing control and tearing into her in ways she couldn’t handle yet.

Fuck if that thought didn’t make me feel guilty though, knowing that it would hurt her worse if she ever found out I was with other women, especially after having the talk about being exclusive. There was also the problem with her being on lockdown. I wouldn’t have the option of fucking any of the club girls while she was there because some of those bitches would go out of their way to let her know, or she might see for herself.

I had to get away from her for a few minutes to clear my fucking head before I made plans that ruined what we’d started. There was no room for thoughts of sex with other women while I was lying beside Nova as our naked bodies were still damp with sweat and cooling from our earlier endeavors.

I moved to get up and dressed. Not thinking, I slapped her hip like I would have done with one of the club girls when I was ready to dismiss them. Fuck. I was screwing this all to hell. She wasn’t a quick lay I could send on her way when we were done.

“What are you doing?” Nova asked and there was no mistaken the worried, hurt tone she used.

“Forgot to bring some drinks in with me. Gonna go grab some shit. Why don’t you catch a nap or something until I get back?” I was already headed toward the door when the words were out of my mouth. I had one foot out into the hallway when she questioned me.

“Catch a nap?”

I didn’t respond, and like a fucking coward, I shut the door on her question and hauled ass for the common room without even looking back at her. There was no way I could take seeing the disappointment or hurt on her face, especially since I wasn’t sure what I’d done to put it there.

It wasn’t as though she’d been able to read my mind and know I was thinking about fucking other women minutes after pulling out of her cunt. I deserved her hurt and disappointment for walking out the door without a backward glance though. That made me a dick, and I wasn’t stupid enough to think it didn’t.

I stood at the bar, grabbing a couple bottles of water when my cell rang. “Yeah?”

“My office, now. And Breakneck, no more hiding your source. Whoever the fuck your man is, that gets us all our info, you need to bring him in and pronto. This can’t wait.”

“Fuck.” I glanced around the clubhouse until I spotted Scout sitting at a table playing poker with some of my club brothers. “Be right there,” I told Tripp before hanging up.

My thoughts turned to Nova briefly as the cool water bottles spilled their condensation down my hands. She would be all right for a few minutes while I filled Tripp in on Scout being ‘my guy’ for information. I set the bottles of water down on the bar and remembered that Nova hadn’t really exerted herself that much, so she would probably end up asleep without even needing the water.

Then, I chuckled at the way I’d originally thought we needed water. As if that vanilla-as-fuck sex was a workout. It was a little bit of one for me, but Nova had just laid there, unsure of what to do, for most of our session. Things would change.

‘It was her first time,’I reminded myself again as I abandoned the water bottles on the bar and went to go get Scout. It was now or never time for her. That meant I needed to put thoughts of Nova aside and take care of the woman who had been secretly watching out for the club for well over a year.

When I neared Scout, she greeted me with a glare so chilly I damn near felt the icy shift in the atmosphere. I pretended to pass her by and instead, pounced from behind. She was seated in a chair at our poker table, so it was nothing to creep in really close and wrap her upper body in my arms. I knew what the look had been about. She’d seen me go back to my room with Nova, and she was no doubt wondering why I was seeking her out now.

My beautiful friend had made it painfully clear that we would never hook up again as long as I was in a relationship with Nova, and I respected that. It was a damn shame though, because of all the club girls, Scout was the only one who knew how to keep her trap shut.

“Calm down, wild girl,” I said out loud before leaning in and whispering in her ear. “It’s time to go see if you can become one of my club brothers,” I teased before placing a placating kiss on the side of her neck.

She tipped her head back and the smile that greeted me was like she was a kid about to see Santa Claus and she’d been a good girl all year.

“Seriously?” She whispered. I let go of her long enough to spin around and offer my hand. She took it without hesitation.

“Seriously.”

“I’m so excited,” she squealed as quietly as possible while I pulled her along with me down the hall toward Tripp’s office.

When we entered, Tripp looked up and frowned at us. “No offense to Scout, but we don’t have time for pussy right now, Break. The fucking club is being threatened right along with Nova. This shit is serious.” He turned his gaze to Scout. “You need to head back out to the party, honey.” Then he darted his eyes back to me. “You need to bring your guy in.”

“I fucking did!” I shouted at my president as he looked around again, not seeing anyone but Scout standing beside me. It was almost comical when understanding finally settled in. Tripp slumped into his chair with wide eyes and a ‘what the fuck’ look on his face.

“You’re telling me that Scout has been ‘your guy’ all along?” I nodded. “What the absolute fuck, Breakneck?”

“She’s fucking phenomenal with a computer and gaining information. She has some pretty fucking interesting contacts, too. A couple months after that shit went down with Kip and Ash,” I mentioned and winced as I heard the sharp intake of breath Scout let out. We didn’t have time for her hurt feelings though, so I barreled on. “She heard me trying to track down info on one of the prospects when Wiz wasn’t around. She took over and showed me how to do the background check properly. Scout did a far better job, in way less time, than Wiz ever did. Ever since then, she’s been my go-to ‘guy’ when I need assistance with techie shit.”

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