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Edwin guides my face back toward his. “We will keep it simple today. We never have to touch any of that if you don’t want to.”
He skims his hand up and down my arm. It’s unlike any image of domination I’ve ever had. He is in control of me without having to yell or grab or press. It is justinherentin the way he speaks.
“Today, I will touch you. I will tease you.” He pauses. “I willfuckyou.”
I gasp.
“And if it is ever too much, you just have to–”
“A safe word.”
He chuckles. “Yes, my swan, a safe word.”
I warm at the reminder of that first night. The way he knew me at the very beginning.
“Green means everything is good, and we are good to continue. Yellow means you are unsure about something, which is kind of like hitting a pause button. We stop for a bit and talk about it so that together we decide if we do something or not. Red means stop. No questions asked. You so much as whisper it, and everything stops. I check on you, we get dressed, and leave this room.”
“Just like that?” It can’t be that easy.
“Just like that.” He is so calm, so firm about what he is saying. “Here is the thing most people don’t understand about the lifestyle, swan. Though the Dom is in control at all times, the power is all in the hands of the sub. In this case, you.”
What is he talking about? If he is the one doing the tying up, the spanking, the controlling, or whatever this is about, how is the power mine?
“Your confusion is so cute.” His finger skims over the center of my forehead. “The ultimate power lies in the safe word.”
Is he serious?
“BDSM is about trust, respect, and open communication. You talk, with your mouth or your body, and I listen and provide. Whether that is pleasure through pleasure, pleasure through pain, a simple cuddle, or space and time, distance.”
This is blowing my mind. I thought this was about spanking and pain and being depraved or something like that.
“Before any session, a contract is signed or agreed upon where each partner makes his limits known. You need to trust me to respect your limits, and I need to trust you to let me know if I missed a cue and went too far.” His hand goes to my face. “Safewording is not about being weak, it’s about knowing how far you can go, how much you can take, and when too much is too much.”
His finger caresses my bottom lip.
“I need to trust that you’ll safeword, and you need to trust that I won’t be mad because you did. But you also need to understand that I’ll be devastated if you need to safeword but don’t. Does that make sense?”
“Wow. It’s just…”
“Not what you expected, huh?”
“Not even a little.”
He chuckles. “Since I won’t be using any hard toys on you, and you know your color-coded safe words, we should talk about testing. I get tested regularly.”
“I’m clean. I had a physical right before I took on my new job and had the testing lumped in.”
He nods. “And–” He clears his throat. “Protection?”
“I have an IUD.” Just makes things easier.
Edwin’s Adam’s apple jumps. “I’d love to be inside you raw if you’d let me.”
I can’t resist a grin. “Yes. Please.” To feel his cock without any barrier sounds like heaven.
He kisses me. “I would usually sit down and talk about every possible thing, but I…” His fingers slip in between two buttons on my blouse, skin slipping against mine.
I suck in a breath.
