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Except Iknowit’s not a dream. It’s all too real.

And in my heart of hearts, I don’t want to wake up. I don’t want to walk away from them and their love because it feels so good, each of them in their own way. The sunshine of Nate, the grounding earth of Mason.

But this isn’t how it’s done. It’s not.

“Why…why would you want to do that?” I can’t reopen my eyes. Can’t look at them. If I do, I don’t know if I’ll have the strength to keep fighting them, and when I have to leave again, it will hurt us all that much more.

Both Nate and Mason are quiet for a moment. And then I feel a hand, Nate’s hand, touch my chin with such tenderness I gasp. But I do not draw away. Not at all. Because I want it. Wanthim.

However, Mason is in the room too and another part of my body wants him too.

“Because you’re incredible, Laney,” Nate whispers. I feel his words against my lips.

I cling harder to the end of the bed. “No, I’m not. I’m greedy. I’m selfish. I want more than I deserve.”

“The fuck are you talking about, Laney?” Mason interrupts. “You deserve the world.”

He’s close enough now too that I think I could reach out and touch him.

Wake up, wake up, wake up.

I am inpainresisting them. .

“The whole goddamn world,” he murmurs.

I shake my head.

Impossible. This is impossible. It’s hard enough to get one man to love you let alone two.

“Would you let us show you, Lanes?” Nate whispers.

Mason takes my hand and lifts it to his mouth. “Yeah, that’s a good idea. Let us show you.”

Nate drags my mouth to his, which is when my eyes pop back open.

While Nate’s mouth is on mine, Mason plants a kiss to each and every one of my knuckles.

Finally.

I sink into Nate’s kiss, remember exactly why I love having his mouth on mine as his tongue swoops against mine.

Meanwhile, Mason’s mouth works from my knuckles to the inside of my wrist and up my forearm, each kiss leaving a burning mark in its wake.

“Oh my god,” I whisper. I don’t mean to speak. It just comes out.

But that encourages them further rather than pushingthem away. And I’m not going to complain. Not when I’m getting everything I want. Even if it is for one last time.

Because for just right now, I want to believe them. That this could work. That the three of us can be together, and I never have to choose.

While Mason works his way up to my shoulder, his hand slides down to my inner thigh, tucks itself between my legs, then rises until he’s pressing it up against my groin. My body jerks.

At the same time, Nate slides a hand under my shirt, cupping one of my breasts.

“You guys…” I moan, not doing much for my case of having them stop here.

Who am I kidding? I don’t want them to stop. I want them to bend me, shape me, take me however they want.

Mason rips his mouth from me. “Get her on the bed,” he growls, then drops to his knees and pushes me onto the bed by my thighs.

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