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I picked at my thumbnail. “He’s the same way.”
“He’s not like you.”
“He is. That’s why we can’t stand each other.”
“He doesn’t—”
“Oh, he hides his self-destructive shit better is all,” I said.
Rohan was quiet now.
I turned to look at him. “You don’t agree.”
“I’m thinking about it,” he said softly. “If you’re right, maybe I just have a type.”
I laughed softly, lifting a shoulder.
He busied himself tucking his now-totally-soft cock back into his pants.
“Hey,” I said.
He gave me a look.
I hunched into the couch, facing away from him. “When are you going to go be with the three of them?”
“You’re all right with that.”
“Yeah.” I kept any emotion out of my tone.
“No, you’re not.”
“Well, it’s not fair,” I said. “I had time with her, and you haven’t had any. Devlin’s kept you from her, and that’s not cool. You deserve your time with the omega. You should go.”
“I had this same thought process,” he said. “But I don’t like leaving you.”
“It’s fine,” I said.
“What will you do while I’m there with them?”
I shrugged. “I don’t know.”
“Look at me, Sinclair.”
I didn’t. “It’s not a big deal. If you stay away on account of me, I’ll feel guilty about it. And you and Devlin, you need to patch things up, and the best way to do that is to touch each other’s dicks. Don’t worry about me.”
“I can’t not worry about you anymore, you dumbass,” he muttered.
That made me look at him. My lower lip started trembling. Fuck. I bit down on it to make it stop. “I don’t want to be your obligation, Rohan.” My voice wasn’t strong.
“Not the word I’d use,” he said. “But you are mine now, and we both know that, so don’t act as if I can turn off my emotions when it comes to you.”
“But—”
“No, I’m not that way. Maybe you are. Maybe Devlin fucking is, I don’t know. But if I’ve fallen for someone, I care about them, and that doesn’t stop.”
I couldn’t take that. I got off the couch, walking away. I had this urge, inside me, to break something. Rohan was the only thing handy, and some part of me wanted to break him. But some other part of me shied away from that. Rohan was the only person who’d been good to me, really good to me, who made me feel as if it was safe to be me, to be as fucked up and strange as I was, and that he’d still be there.
“I’m falling in love with you.”
