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His cock slid easily into me, and I pressed down onto his knot, and that went right in, and I had another fucking orgasm.
I twitched and shuddered between them as Rohan began to thrust in me, and they both held me and kissed me, stroking my arms and neck through it, telling me that I’d be all right, that I was safe here with them.
I felt untethered, as if some wild part of me had come free and was now in charge of me. I was a force of nature, free and driven entirely by instinct, and the only thing keeping me tied to the earth was the twin knots in each of my holes, was my alphas, was their thrusting knots, moving inside me in ways that nudged me out to the far reaches of pleasure.
I had more orgasms, but I wasn’t sure how many. I felt like I was lost in a row of dominoes that just kept tipping over, one chain reaction leading to another, and when they were finally done, I was only boneless exhaustion between them, all three of us tied together there in Rohan’s bed.
They kissed me, kissed each other, and Sinclair told me to sleep if I needed to, and I did, slipping off into oblivion. I’d never felt quite as good as I did right now, holding both of them inside my body.
24
devlin
“GO AWAY, WE’RE not able to come to the door right now,” sang out Rohan’s voice.
I tried the doorknob. It wasn’t locked. “It’s Devlin,” I said as I let myself in.
“Okay,” said Rohan. “Well, we’re in the bedroom.”
I scented them all as I came in, but I’d come straight here, so it wasn’t as if I hadn’t known, instinctively, this was where Eleri was. I’d been worried about her, and she wasn’t answering her phone, and so I’d come directly here.
I stepped into the bedroom and they were all still knotted together. Sinclair was up against the headboard, knotted in Eleri’s ass, and she was asleep on his chest. Rohan was in her pussy, reclining on a bunch of pillows that were tucked in all kinds of places. He raised his eyebrows at me.
Fuck.
Maguire and I hadn’t done this with her yet.
She went and did it with them.
I didn’t like any of this. For one thing, I didn’t like that it was like we were two couples—Me and Maguire and Sinclair and Rohan, and that she was having to go back and forth between us like some kid in a custody battle. For another, if there were going to be two couples, by all rights, it should be me and Rohan, for fuck’s sake.
I was hurt.
I had an instinct to hide that pain and transform it into anger, because that was what I always did. It was the way of being an alpha, I had always thought. But I didn’t want that, I realized. Anger wasn’t going to get us anywhere.
I wished I wasn’t hurt. It sucked to be hurt. I wished I could turn that off, talk myself out of it, make it go away.
Funny how that wasn’t how pain worked.
“You’re the one who let yourself in,” said Rohan, and there was regret in his voice. He didn’t like hurting me.
This was maybe the problem with my relationship with Rohan, how neither of us let the other see our own pain. He hid his pain from me. I hid my pain from him.
Well, maybe that should stop.
I let out a breath and walked around the bed. I climbed on next to them. I didn’t scoot up next to Sinclair, though. That was a bridge too far. I sat there, cross-legged, and mostly looked at Eleri, who looked so peaceful there between them.
“What the fuck?” said Sinclair. “Is this you torturing us?”
I glanced at him.
He let out a growl, challenging me.
My alpha reacted badly to it, the way it always did with him. He terrified me at the same time as he excited me. I was drawn to him, and yet I also needed to push him away.
“Sinclair,” said Rohan.
Sinclair shook his head. “Not with him, baby. With anyone else, yes, but you can’t alpha me with him.”
