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Eleri went stiff and still between us, mouth open in a round O as he knotted himself into her from behind.
“Okay, omega?” I whispered. “You hurting?”
“Perfect,” she said throatily. “Just what I needed. Fuck me, both of you. Fuck me. I need more.” Her voice was out in the edge of delirium. Whether it hurt or not didn’t matter to her, and I knew what that was like.
We fucked her, then, both of us going at her as hard as we could, sitting in the snow bank, half-frozen, half-alive.
She came three or four times, and I did too. I think Devlin did also, but everything had gotten kind of blurred around the edges. All I was sure of was the intensities of the opposites—heat and cold—pleasure and pain.
I wanted to stay here, pushing at these boundaries, burrowing as far into the snow as I could. I wanted us buried in it. I wanted…
“Bite,” slurred Eleri, trapped between us, head lulling back on Devlin’s shoulder.
I let out an elongated groan.
“Can we?” whispered Devlin. “Please, Sinclair?”
I noticed that he wasn’t even pretending as if he could resist me anymore. Last night, he’d had bravado about it, but now, he was surrendered to me.
“You want to bite our omega, Devlin?” I said in a soft, soft voice.
“You know I do.” He sounded young and desperate. “It’s all I’ve wanted. Please, alpha, please. You said I could do it first, but I had to get your permission.”
“Mmm,” I said, licking Eleri’s neck and then leaning forward to capture his mouth with my own.
He kissed me hard and Eleri moaned between us.
“Both bites,” she said. “I want both of you.”
“You remember when you said I could fuck anyone I wanted as long as I got permission first, Devlin?” I said.
He moaned. “But you weren’t mine, Sinclair. I was yours. You knew it, even then. I should never have tried to give you orders. I don’t even want to give orders. I just want to be free like this, with you.”
Alarm bloomed at the back of my brain, because this… whatever we were doing… was batshit. We weren’t free, we were prisoners of my madness.
We shouldn’t bite her here. Not here, not like this. I didn’t know what happened after an alpha bit an omega, but I knew it was intense, and I didn’t think it would make us more clear-headed.
“This is wrong,” I muttered.
“What?” whispered Devlin.
“I am yours,” I said. “Devlin, I’m yours. And Eleri, I’m yours. I don’t want to be free, not if it means no ties to anyone. That’s not freedom. That’s destruction.”
“What?” Devlin was confused.
“We need to pick her up,” I said, struggling to make my numb legs work in the snow. “We need to pick her up and go back into the fucking cabin, and warm her up. Come on, Devlin, you’re the fucking pack leader, and you can’t just let me kill us all. Wake the fuck up.”
Devlin blinked at me, hard. I had just given him a directive and he had submitted to me, but it was a weird directive—and his alpha didn’t quite seem to know what to do with it. “I’m… you make me… with you I don’t have to be anything,” he gasped.
“Sure,” I said, “but do you want to be nothing, like me? Is that what you want?”
“But the pressure,” he said. “It’s okay to be flawed with you. There’s no pressure to be better.”
“Pressure’s part of it,” I said. “You’re not you if you don’t care.”
“But I’ll be defective again,” he nearly wailed. “And I can’t face it again. I can’t face—”
“I’ll be with you,” I said. “We’ll be defective together, okay?”
