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He nods, reaching to the floor to grab one out of his jeans. “I bought a pack just for you.”
He rolls it down his cock, thick and hard and ready for me. I’m practically dripping wet as I stare at him, and I get a sudden urge to try something a little different.
“Can I go on top this time?”
Grant grins, lying back on the bed. “You bet, sugar.”
He looks irresistible, thick and muscular, and totally naked, his cock standing to attention. I climb on top of him, sinking down onto his cock with a moan, feeling myself stretch around him as I take him as deep as possible.
“Fuck,” Grant groans through gritted teeth. “Ride me, baby.”
I do as he says, bouncing up and down on his cock. His wide hands grasp at my hips, pulling me up and down on him, faster and faster, our flesh slapping together until I can hardly breathe.
Grant’s eyes are fixed on me as I take him inside me again and again. He’s looking at me like I’m the most gorgeous thing he’s ever seen. “That’s it, Esme. Shit, you look so perfect riding my cock.”
“It feels so good,” I moan, shaking with pleasure, desperate for more. “Oh, Grant!”
This is heaven. With every bounce, my clit rubs against him, my orgasm edging closer and closer until I can hardly take it.
“Esme, I can’t hold it—”
“Grant, I’m gonna—”
We cry out at the same time, our bodies tensing in a fierce embrace as we come hard. Pleasure courses through my body as I ride out my orgasm until finally, I collapse into Grant’s arms with a sigh.
“That,” he says, stroking my hair, “was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.”
I raise my head off his chest to look at him, grinning. “I take it you like me going on top?”
“Damn right.”
I smile at his reply, easing off him so we can both get cleaned up. When we’re back in bed, I snuggle up close to Grant, my head still hazy from sex and my limbs relaxing into sleep.
“What were you scared about?”
My eyes open lazily and I look up at Grant. “Huh?”
“You said that you wanted me to come back with you this week, but you were too scared. What were you scared of?” He’s looking at me, running his thumb up and down my cheek.
I’m scared you’ll be like Josh, I think. Scared you’ll lose interest and start treating me badly if I agree to date you. Scared you’ll break my heart…because it will hurt so much more if it’s you who breaks it. I could handle Josh hurting me, but not you.
I don’t know how to tell him any of these fears without hurting him. He’s been nothing but good to me: kind, generous, protective. My gentle giant. He doesn’t deserve any of these doubts, and yet still they’re there, bubbling under the surface. Fuck you Josh for filling me with all this fear.
“I don’t know what I was scared of,” I lie.
There’s a pause before he says, “Esme, I would never hurt you. Never.”
I nod, seeing the honesty in his gaze, the promise.
I think I’m finally starting to believe him.
9
Grant
I get up early on Saturday morning, careful not to wake Esme as I pad softly into the kitchen. I’ve never been to her apartment before, and I take a moment to look around at the photos on the wall, the cozy décor, the food in the cupboards, immersing myself in her world. So far, it seems that my girl is obsessed with cushions, the color lilac, and Oreos. I smile at each discovery before looking for something I can whip up for breakfast.
Esme walks into the kitchen ten minutes later, her eyes still drooping with sleep. I put down the pan for a second to turn and look at her. She’s fucking adorable in the mornings. I wish I never had to spend another one without her.
