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“I both hate and love that you know these things.” I groaned, kicking my feet in a halfhearted tantrum.
“I have a lot of practice paying attention. And we’re pretty tuned to one another right now. If you weren’t so hopped up on heat hormones, you’d notice all the shifts with me too. Do you want to strap me in or lie there admiring me while I do it myself?”
I let out an indignant groan. “Shut your beautiful face.”
“Only once you answer the question.”
I thrust out a hand and beckoned him over.
“You’re not using your words.”
“Words are overrated.”
“Then I’m staying right here.”
Growling, I crossed my arms.
“If you’re going to be stubborn, we’re not going to play.” He set the harness back into the trunk.
“That’s not fair. You know what I want. Why do I have to say it all the time?”
“Because not everyone is going to be as good at reading you as I am. Learn to use your voice and be clear about what you want. You don’t need to hide with me.”
I stared at him for a long moment, absorbing what he’d said. I didn’t want to think about future partners. I didn’t want to think about after this was over.
Don’t get attached.
“Maybe hiding is more comfortable,” I eventually said quietly.
That drew a smirk from him.
“Comfortable, probably, but far less fun.” He sat down next to me. “If you want the world to go your way, you have to make it clear what you desire. I want you to be able to say what you want so that you and everyone else knows for certain.”
“Shouldn’t I already know for certain?”
“That depends. Do you want this enough to say it out loud?”
I hummed thoughtfully and toyed with the ends of my hair. “I don’t understand how you make it all so easy and so difficult at the same time.”
“It’s a gift.” He laughed softly and tucked my hair behind my ear. “Now, do you want to experience a new pleasure or not?”
I puffed out my cheeks and released a frustrated sound. “Yes, I do.”
“Keep going.”
I grabbed his face with both hands. “It’s entirely unfair for someone that looks like you to be so goddamn infuriating. Yes, I want to do all the new things. I want you to wear that harness and use the toys on me and introduce me to all manner of absolute filth.”
He grinned, my grip on him obscuring the expression. “Was that so hard?” He fetched the harness back and handed it to me. “Strap it on me.”
I swallowed and stood on shaking legs to drape the leather over him. My fingers fumbled the buckles when his sweet citrus and clove spiked, making my head swim. When I finally finished, I hooked both hands over the strap that stretched across his chest.
“I like this on you,” I whispered.
“You should show me how much.” His eyes twinkled with mirth as I yanked him closer to devour his mouth as I hoisted up on tiptoe. He walked his fingertips up my back and down again, squeezing my ass. “Go get yourself comfortable on the bed, and I’ll be right there.”
I did as I was bid, snatching up one of the pillows to curl around while I watched him dig out a small box and toss it on the bed next to me. My cheeks burst into flame when I opened it, revealing the three sizes of glass teardrop-shaped toys with flared bases. The embarrassment worsened when he grabbed my hips and lifted them into the air. I buried my face in the pillow, unwilling to turn and witness him seeing such an intimate view.
The pop of a lid was followed by the cool drip of lube and then by the pad of his thumb moving in slow circles. I tensed and let out an incomprehensible sound at the sensation.
