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“Have you slept with anyone outside of a heat?” Sidney asked.
My cheeks erupted in heat and I shook my head. “I’ve never...I mean…I don’t think anyone even wanted to.”
Sidney snorted. “I find that incredibly hard to believe.”
“Well, if they did, they certainly never made me aware of that desire.” I squeezed my hands together. People in high school had been a bit obnoxious about sex, and they hadn’t seemed to improve in university except that they were more open about everything. It never sat right with me so I’d avoided the conversation any time it had been brought up. “Not that I would’ve paid much attention if they had.”
“Oh?”
“I took a lot of advanced classes in high school, and I may have overscheduled myself with university. There hasn’t exactly been a ton of time to dedicate to dating. Plus, I still live with my mom, and that would put a damper on bringing anyone home.”
“Fair enough. I’ve had a few university students before. Are you having to push any exams?”
“Nope. I wrote them early to get them out of the way.”
His eyebrow quirked. “Impressive. I graduated two years ago, but I took everything online and spread out classes so it freed up a bit of time without the commute and I could do things as quickly as I wanted.”
“I like the classroom experience. I love studying, but I also really like the guidance.”
Something in his eyes flashed and it sent a bolt of lust swirling in my gut.
She was too fucking cute. The war between her hormones and her mind was obvious in her eyes. The hormones were definitely starting to win again.
“If we share this heat, is there anything in particular you’re interested in being guided on?”
“Um…”
“Heats don’t have to only be about satisfying that primal need. They’re great for exploration. Your body is as ready as it’s ever going to be, so if you want to play, I’d be more than willing.”
Allie stared at me like her brain had short-circuited. Her purr rumbled to life.
I smirked. “Are you purring?”
The question seemed to snap her back into reality and she immediately stifled the sound. “No!”
“There’s not a thing shameful about being excited to explore. Heats should be a positive experience, not something to dread.”
“Tell that to my brain.”
“I can do that.” I had pretty good control of my scent from training, so I let it burst out, and it was easy to see the exact moment she caught it. The distinctive sweetness of slick mixed with her blossoming scent. She gasped, and when I crooked my finger, she slid across the couch toward me. I patted my lap and she settled herself right onto it.
It wasn’t particularly fair; I knew she was moving on instinct, but it was the only way I could help her mind and body align. I pulled her in closer and grazed my teeth over the scent gland at her throat. Allie shook in my arms, squirming, the scent of slick growing stronger, her needy whine music to my ears. My body responded to her exactly as it was meant to, cock teasing to life beneath her. She pressed closer, the movement hesitant, and I knew that was her doing it, not the hormones.
I refused to let her be afraid of the experience ahead. Nervous was understandable, but fear had to be managed.
“This is you on suppressants,” I murmured into her ear. “Imagine what it would feel like in a heat.”
“Kiss me.” She squawked as if she was horrified by the adorable audacity of her demand. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be sorry.” I smiled against her skin. “You’re asking for what you want and that’s good.” That was definitely something I’d work on with her between heat spikes. I wanted her to have great experiences after she left me, and one way I could make sure that happened was to make her practice talking about her desires.
“I…I can’t think about having sex with someone when I’ve never even kissed them. I’ve never kissed anyone and my brain wants a particular order to thing?—”
I leaned in, cutting off her words, my fingers digging into the base of her skull. The sweetness of her rocked me down to my toes. Her perfume made it so hard to think. I was usually so in control, but I wanted to take her apart right here on this couch.
Allie’s response to the kiss was tentative and unsure, but I kept coaxing, kept guiding until she found the rhythm of it, her movements growing more confident by the second. Her whimper when I pulled away was downright painful, but I had a job to do and I had to make sure she was safe while I did it.
“You’re absolutely perfect. I want to share this heat with you. Choose me.”
