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I may never have an explanation. Maybe, I’m just a filthy, dirty slut that likes things I’m not supposed to like.
“You okay?” Iris clears her throat.
“Yeah. I’m just wondering how I’m going to afford therapy.”
“So, what are you going to do? You going to quit your job?”
I haven’t even thought of work, how awkward tomorrow morning will be, or how I’ll ever look at James again.
Shadowed pine trees pass as I get closer to the mountain, and with Iris’ question my mind, I get lost in the details of tomorrow’s breakfast. What will we say? How will we act? What will he do? Will he toss the dishes off the table and fuck me right there? Will he take me out to the barn and tie me up like one of the horses before he spanks my ass for touching other men? Will he make me get on my knees and suck his cock until I’m covered in his come?
My thighs ache and my clit thrums harder. What the hell is wrong with me?
“Earth to sister. Are we still talking?”
“Sorry.” I’m breathless and Iris notices.
“Umm… are you okay?”
“Yeah. I, ugh, I should probably go. I’ll see you when I get to the cabin.”
“You sure? You’re acting funny all the sudden. Oh, and you never said if you are going to quit or go in tomorrow?”
Sure, I need the money. That’s a real thing, but I know I could quit and get help from my family if I really needed it. “That’s the thing, I don’t feel threatened by him. It’s different. I really believe he wants to protect me.”
“What’s he protecting you from? You’re a massage therapist. You’re going to touch all kinds of people. It’s your job, and it’s professional.”
I swallow hard. “I know. I know.” When she says it like that, he sounds unstable. The kind of unstable I shouldn’t me messing with. I’ve worked too hard to have someone come in and ruin all that. Is this what being an adult looks like, because I hate it.
I sigh as I say, “I should probably tell him tomorrow morning that tonight was a mistake, and that I quit.”
“Wow!” I hear her grin through the phone. “You’re so smart! Good job deciding to avoid the stalker!” The sarcasm in her tone isn’t meant to hurt, but it does for some reason.
I blow out a breath. “Tomorrow morning I’ll tell him.”
“And I’ll go with you.”
“No, you’re not going. He’s not going to hurt me.”
She pauses. “Would you let me go alone?”
“Yes,” I lie.
“Yeah, right!” she huffs. Iris is younger than me, and while I know she wants to play big sister for once, I can’t let her. Whatever happens with James tomorrow needs to happen on my terms. Trouble is, with my clit throbbing and my nipples hard, I’m not one hundred percent sure my terms want an audience.
Chapter Six
James
Bacon, eggs, waffles, and fresh berries sit on the table waiting for Kenzie’s arrival. I want everything to be perfect. All night long, I thought over how the morning would go. I hadn’t expected last night to be so… productive. I imagine, though, this morning she has had a chance to cool, and the reality of what’s happened will surely be on her mind.
Maybe breakfast is a bad idea. Maybe we should be doing something. Feeding chickens, throwing hay, keeping our hands busy. God knows if my hands sit idle for too long, they’re going to be all over her, and I’m not sure I can get away with it so freely this time.
Last night was a dream, a fantasy I replayed in my head while I jerked off in bed. It’s pathetic, but I barely made it home. Her scent was all over me. I could still feel her touch on my skin. I could still hear her soft moans in my ear.
Fucking hell.
Stones pop in the driveway as a breeze rustles through the spring leaves on the trees. My chest tightens and my throat goes dry. I’m not expecting her to rush in with exclamations of love, but I don’t want the opposite either. And right now, I’m not sure which I’ll get. She was definitely turned up last night against the truck, that was obvious, but she’s had all night to think over how terrible that decision was.
