Page 79 of Body Checked & Pucked

I collect my coffee and walk to the little metal cart to add some cream and sugar.

I see the sugar packets and I see the container of sugar.

I have no idea why my brain is processing every little detail right now…

I grab to container of sugar and turn it… and the lid falls off.

Right into my coffee.

Sugar piles onto the lid for a second, pushing the lid deeper into the coffee.

To my left I hear chuckling.

When I turn my head, I see two douchebag baseball jocks sitting there, covering their mouths, laughing.

They obviously twisted the lid off the sugar on purpose and waited for someone to use the sugar…

So my coffee is now fucking ruined.

“Fuck you, assholes,” I yell, then storm out of the cafe.

I’m sure everyone is staring at me as I jog away.

I’m also sure if I hung around, I could have gotten another coffee at no charge.

Nope.

I’m on the move again.

Desperately trying to convince myself that this is okay.

And it is okay.

It’s the right thing to do.

There are no coincidences. There is no fate.

Whatever Jax has been doing has been planned out by him.

And it’s not right and it’s not fair.

Not in the position I’m in.

Because you know what…? If things were flipped around…

I wait for my mind to finish the thought.

I wait to feel something gut twisting at the notion of Ward cheating on me.

Yet I don’t feel anything at all.

I’m numb.

I’m totally numb right now.

That’s okay.

My body is reacting to what happened.

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