Page 55 of Beautiful Ruin


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Too nice?

What the hell was he supposed to do, be a prick?

Jenny had broken his teenage heart, and it had hurt like a motherfucker. His hormonal mind had gone into a spin and, being an intellect, Jacob decided to research this.

After all, he didn’t have a father to talk to, and Blake was out sleeping with a number of girls.

What he discovered was interesting. All the nice guys didn’t have girls. All the jocks who were assholes had a trail of female fans.

Wow.

Nice guys came last—or rather, got dumped.

One afternoon while practicing hoops, Jacob had watched a father and son together down the other end of the court and wondered if it had something to do with that.

Not having a dad.

Was he not man enough?

So he studied other guys who had all the girls. Which made sense to him. Jacob realized pretty quickly that he couldn’t be an asshole, that wasn’t in him, but being exclusive was not how you got the girl.

The one thing on his side was he was a good-looking guy. His body was already tall, his shoulders broad, and Blake had paved the path of being a popular Dufort in school, so a few girls—now he was single—started paying attention.

And he returned that attention in a new way.

He’d make out with them, then ignore them the next day. Very quickly, the vibe changed. More girls were interested. The hot and popular girls.

One day, the Astor twins were chatting to him after a game and decided to make a move. He kissed one and then the other, and I think you know the parts in between which led to him sleeping with both of them.

At the same time.

Jacob had no feelings for either of them, except an enormous hard on, and so the sex was different. It was more erotic, and he found himself being rougher.

The two girls walked away with huge smiles.

Word got around, as it does in high school, and soon he found himself sleeping with multiple girls at one time, and a year later with a guy.

It was by accident, mostly. Billy had shown up at Astor’s house claiming he and Selena were dating—they weren’t—and so after a quick glance at one another, we all shrugged and invited him to join.

It’d been awkward at first, but when Billy worked out Jacob had no interest in crossing swords, they’d all ended up having a great summer.

When he discovered Sailors Club, it had provided him with the environment to continue his way of being sexually free. Hence investing.

Was he worried he was incapable of a relationship? Jacob tried not to think about it. He thought he had time. Then Blake went and got fucking engaged.

Talk about a chain of events.

He was happy for them. Bella was a beautiful girl, inside and out. But it had triggered him to start questioning his lifestyle. Mostly he was fine with it, but was it what he wanted forever?

But the thought of going through that rejection again was not desirable at all.

Jacob, you’re a lovely guy, but you are just too nice.

Well, fuck you Jenny. If he met her today, he’d rip open her blouse and spin her around so he could slap her ass. Then, after pulling out his cock as he shoved her face down on the bed, he’d tear down her panties and shove inside her.

“How nice am I now, little slut? You want a bad boy, then munch on that pillow and shut up while I fuck you.”

Because he’d questioned if his niceness was a result of not having a male influence in his life, being faced with his brother marrying and meeting his father was a complete mind fuck.

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