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In one picture was a boy who looked to be about her age at the time—eight or maybe nine. He stood next to a girl maybe a year or two younger. The girl, Jill immediately knew, was her mother. She turned the picture over. Someone had written in delicate script, “Tia and Davey” and the year.
She had never heard of a Davey. But she learned. Her snooping had taught her a valuable lesson. Parents like to keep things secrets too.
“Look here,” Yasmin said.
Jill looked into the drawer. Mr. Novak had a roll of condoms on the top. “Eeuw, gross.”
“Do you think he used them with Beth?”
“I don’t want to think about it.”
“How do you think I feel? He’s my father.” Jill closed the drawer and opened the one below it. Her voice suddenly became a whisper.
“Jill?”
“What?”
“Take a look at this.”
Yasmin dug her hand past old sweaters, a metal box of some kind, rolls of socks, and then it stopped. She pulled something into a view and smiled.
Jill jumped back. “What the . . . ?”
“It’s a gun.”
“I know it’s a gun!”
“And it’s loaded.”
“Put it away. I can’t believe your dad has a loaded gun.”
“So do lots of dads. Want me to show you how to take off the safety?”
“No.”
But Yasmin did it anyway. They both stared at the weapon in awe. Yasmin handed it to Jill. At first Jill put up her hand refusing, but then something about its shape and color drew her. She let it rest in her palm. She marveled at the weight, at the coolness, at the simplicity.
“Can I tell you something?” Yasmin asked.
“Sure.”
“You promise you won’t tell.”
“Of course I won’t tell.”
“When I first found it, I fantasized about using it on Mr. Lewiston.”
Jill carefully set the weapon down.
“I could almost see it, you know? I would go into class. I would keep it in my backpack. Sometimes I think about waiting until after class, shooting him when no one is around, wiping my fingerprints off the gun, making a clean getaway. Or I would go to his house—I know where he lives, it’s in West Orange—and I would kill him there and no one would suspect me. And then other times I think about doing it right in the classroom, with everyone still there, and all the other kids would see, and maybe I would even turn the gun that way, but then I quickly thought, no, that would be too Columbine and I’m not like some goth outcast.”
“Yasmin?”
“Yeah?”
“You’re kind of scaring me.”
Yasmin smiled. “It was just, like, a random thought, you know. Harmless. I’m not going to do it or anything.”
Silence.
“He will pay,” Jill said. “You know that, right? Mr. Lewiston?”
“I do know,” Yasmin said.
They heard a car pull into the driveway. Mr. Novak was home. Yasmin calmly picked up the gun, put it in the bottom of the drawer, arranged everything just so. She took her time, no rush, even when the door opened and they heard her father call out, “Yasmin? Girls?”
Yasmin closed the drawer, smiled, moved toward the door.
“We’re coming, Dad!”
TIA didn’t bother to pack.
As soon as she hung up with Mike, she ran down to the lobby. Brett was still rubbing sleep from his eyes, and his hair had the disheveled look of the great untouched. He’d volunteered to drive her to the Bronx. Brett’s van was loaded with computer equipment and smelled like a bong, but he kept his foot pressed on the pedal. Tia sat next to him and made some phone calls. She woke up Guy Novak and briefly explained that Mike had been in an accident and could he watch Jill for a few extra hours? He had been properly sympathetic and quickly agreed.
“What should I tell Jill?” Guy Novak asked her.
“Just tell her something’s come up. I don’t want her worrying.”
“Sure thing.”
“Thanks, Guy.”
Tia sat up and stared at the road as though that might make the trip shorter. She tried to piece together what happened. Mike said he had used a cell phone GPS. He tracked down Adam in some strange location in the Bronx. He drove there, maybe saw the Huff kid, and then he got assaulted.
Adam was still missing—or maybe, like last time, he had merely decided to drop out of sight for a day or two.
She called Clark’s house. She spoke to Olivia too. Neither had seen Adam. She called the Huff household, but there was no answer. For most of the night and even this morning, preparing for the deposition had kept the terror partially occupied—at least until Mike had called from the hospital. No more. Raw fear rose up and took hold. She started shifting in her seat.
“Ya okay?” Brett asked.
“Fine.”
But she wasn’t fine. She kept flashing to the night Spencer Hill had vanished and committed suicide. She remembered getting the call from Betsy. . . .
“Has Adam seen Spencer . . . ?”
The panic in Betsy’s voice. The pure fear. No anxiety in the end. She had been worried and, in the end, she had earned every second of it.
Tia closed her eyes. It was suddenly hard to breathe. She felt her chest hitch. She gulped down breaths.
“You want me to open a window?” Brett asked.
“I’m fine.”
She collected herself and called the hospital. She managed to reach the doctor, but she learned nothing she didn’t already know. Mike had been beaten and robbed. From what she could make of it, a group of men had jumped her husband in an alley. He had suffered a severe concussion and had been unconscious for several hours, but he was resting comfortably and would be fine.
She reached Hester Crimstein at home. Her boss expressed moderate concern for Tia’s husband and son—and maximum concern for her case.
“Your son has run away before, right?” Hester asked.
“Once.”
“So that’s probably what’s going on with him, don’t you think?”
“It might be something more.”
“Like what?” Hester asked. “Look, what time is the deposition again?”
“Three P.M.”
“I’ll ask for a continuance. If it’s not granted, you have to go back up.”
“You’re joking, right?”
“From the sound of it, there is nothing you can do from there. You can have phone access throughout. I’ll get you the private jet so you can leave from Teterboro.”
