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Slowly, I let it out as he started to rock rhythmically, working his cock deeper into my virgin ass. Eventually, he had pushed in all the way, his huge, throbbing cock barely fitting in.
Giving me a moment to get ready, he took me by the hips and started to fuck me, pumping his big, beautiful cock in and out of my ass. I fingered myself faster, coming as hard in real life as Logan and I were doing in my mind, him filling my deflowered asshole with his cum.
I lay on the couch panting, spent but satisfied, two fingers still in my pussy. I gently pulled them out, careful of my clit.
I really wished that was how it had gone. Real life had been something quite different, though.
We had gone up to the mountain, alright. There weren’t many people around, although some kids were parked in the distance. We stopped at the base of the mountain, the car under a tree, so that we were less likely to be seen.
The kissing had happened and the dry humping had, too. I really thought I was ready to go. That it was what he wanted and what I wanted too.
But when he laid me down and put his hand in my pants, which had really happened, too, all I could think about was Kristen. How upset she would be if she knew that I had fucked her brother. I was worried that perhaps she wouldn’t be my friend anymore, and I had no idea what I’d do without her.
In retrospect, I wondered if it would have happened even if I hadn't said no and he had respected my wishes, much to his chagrin, I could tell— that much was obvious by his big, hard cock. I was really tight, and he could barely get a finger in. I could feel how big Logan's cock was. Maybe he wouldn’t have been able to fit.
In any case, it was the beginning of the end. Not only of any chance with Logan. It also started to end my friendship with Kristen, which was the whole point I had been trying to avoid by not sleeping with Logan.
I thought she'd been upset because I hadn't listened to her but was starting to think she was upset about what had happened. I had intentionally drifted away from her try to keep her from getting hurt. Only realizing later that it had been a mistake. I didn't regret saying no, though. Not at the time; that’s for sure.
I'd had a chance to see Logan again when he'd come home from college, but he'd been an asshole to me. It shouldn't have hurt, but it did really hurt.
I also couldn't get him out of my head. I hated him for nearly taking my virginity and for saying what he did about me, but I also couldn't say that he was entirely wrong.
I was 21 and still a virgin, though not for a lack of trying, I had gone on lots of dates, particularly in college, but I just couldn't seem to make it work. Just like I couldn’t make college work, because the whole thing just wasn’t my deal.
I wasn’t sure what I wanted to do with my life. I thought it included moving on from Logan. But I would subconsciously compare every guy I met to Logan and none of them seemed to measure up.
It was rare that any of them turned into a second date. So, needless to say, second base was totally out of the picture.
I started to think I was going to be a virgin for life. And I couldn’t help but miss Logan, no matter how much I told myself it was for the best.
I was jarred from my thoughts by the phone ringing. It took a while to find my jacket and pull it out of my pocket.
It was Kristen's number on the screen. I hesitated before answering.
"Hello?" I finally said.
"Hey you!" Kristen said, her usual, positive self.
"H-hi."
"Listen, I'm having a dinner party tonight and, I know it’s last minute, but I was wondering if you might like to come?"
My breath caught and for a moment I was truly speechless.
It was like the last years had never happened.
There had been a lot of hurt at the time, but Kristen seemed to have gotten over it pretty easily.
She always had been the tough one.
I had never really known her to hold a grudge and God knew I really needed a friend, as much as He knew everyone needed to have fun on Fridays.
"Sure, I'll come," I said, finding my words again.
"Great! See you at seven?"
"Sure, I'll need your address though."
"Oh yeah,” Kristen said, laughing that familiar giggle I would know anywhere. “Got a pen?"
"No, I-I'm kind of, well, naked right now,” I blurted out, then immediately felt like an idiot.
