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“That’s cool with you, right?” Then Kayla shoots me a wink and I go in to immediate melt down. I think I might just about manage a nod, but not much more than that. “Great, one room it is.”
Kayla takes the keys and we head down the hallway towards the number room that we have been given and my head is spinning like crazy the entire time. This is what I have been wanting, what I’ve hoped for, but I don’t know how to deal with it becoming a reality. Kayla really has me on my toes, she’s making me crazy, and I really like her for it. She has me falling… falling deeper in to an abyss of feelings that I never thought I would find myself in. One that I don’t know how to get out of, nor do I think I want to.
I stare at her, well the back of her as she pulls me along with her, and that all too familiar smile creeps across my face again. Who knows where tonight is going to lead, where we will be tomorrow, but it seems like we are about to find out starting now…?Chapter 12 – KaylaI want him. A little part of me has wanted him ever since I very first laid eyes on the sex God who was about to become my hero, but today has only culminated that. The kissing, the laughing, the dancing… all of it as wound me up and turned me in to an animalistic wild mess. My virginity isn’t something that I have clung on to in the hope that I will lose it to a man who I’m going to marry or anything like that, it just hasn’t happened for me, very similar to the kissing, and now I’m glad because I get to share my first time with someone I trust.
Tim wasn’t expecting this either, that much was obvious. His eyes nearly fell out of his head when I discussed one room with the receptionist. It nearly made me fall apart laughing but luckily, I just about kept it inside.
There is nothing funny now anyway. As we slide in to the motel room, any laughter I might have been feeling melts away. I’m nervous, excited, anticipation is speeding through me, leaving me breathless.
“This is nice, isn’t it?” I act like I give a shit about the room, just because I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel. “This room, I like the… the way they have it all set up. You know?”
Tim chuckles and I can’t help but join in, just a little bit. But only for a second because the moment that his hands land on my hips we both know where this is headed, and we fall in to the intensity of the moment.
“I want to kiss you,” he whispers softly. “I want to spend all night with you in my arms.”
I push myself up until I’m closer to his height, enjoying controlling when the kiss happens, and I press my lips to his. This time, the kiss feels even more overwhelming and I’m sure it’s because it’s leading somewhere. I don’t know if Tim is aware of it yet or not, but I know… tonight is the night I finally get to experience what it’s like to be with a man. I learn the other side of life that I haven’t yet explored, I really explore the fantasy.
Sure, there will be residual feelings afterwards, it might cause me heart ache to walk away from him, but that’s an issue for the future. I can’t worry about that now because the needs of my body are over shadowing my brain.
Tim eventually starts peeling my clothing off, piece by piece, ever so slowly. Partly because I think he wants to give me the space to sop him if that’s what I want, but partly because it seems like he wants to enjoy me. I keep seeing a flame of desire dancing behind his eyes as he stares at me which only ignites me as well.
“You are so beautiful,” he whispers once I’m only in my under wear. “Honestly, Kayla. Gorgeous.”
Instinctively I cross my arms over myself because I’m shy. This is all getting a little too intense for me. “I don’t want to be the only one with no clothes on, Tim. That doesn’t seem fair to me.”
“You’re right.” He takes my hands and curls them around the hem line of his tee shirt. “But I need your help.”
It’s almost as if Tim sees my inexperience and he knows how to make me feel a million times better about it. I’m sure that he could undress himself in a heart beat, in one fluid movement, but he wants me to be a part of it. He’s teaching me, showing me the way, and I am an incredibly willing student for him.
