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I kiss his cheek, my heart racing with excitement as I think about finally living the free like that Tim does, working small part time short term jobs to earn money to go on to the next place, working to live, living every day, seeing whatever the world has to offer me. It isn’t something that I ever could have pictured myself doing, but now I can’t imagine anything else. It really is the life that I was always supposed to live.

“I’m glad that you stayed as well,” I tell him firmly. “When I ran out of that office and I spotted you there, I was over the moon… well, until I spotted you arguing with my mother, but that was easily sorted as well.”

“Because you started arguing with her, yes,” he laughs. “But thankfully it all worked out well.”

“It sure did.” I grin. “Now, we get to live the life of our dreams. The life of adventure.”

The music on the radio is playing quietly. A song that I like is on, so I flick it up louder and begin singing slightly out of tune at the top of my lungs. I don’t know what it is about Tim, but he makes me feel like the girl who was tipsy on the dance floor, dancing like no one was watching. Now I get to be her all the time rather than just in the middle of a brief moment. Now, she is me and I love that.

The world whizzes past us. I watch out the window in awe as the scene changes all the time. Of course I have been in a car before but I have always been focused on the destination, worried about getting there and what will happen when I finally arrive. Now, I can just enjoy the view because there is no destination in mind. This is a massive one eighty for me, a turn around that I didn’t even know I could handle.

But the car eventually begins to slow. I don’t know what’s going on, we are on a long straight road with no bends as far as the eye can see and there isn’t any civilization around either. I can’t recall the last time I saw a car or a building. For quite a while it has felt like me and Tim are the only people in the world.

“Are you tired?” I ask him cautiously. “Do you want me to take over driving for a while?”

“No, that isn’t it.” He pulls over to the side of the road and stares at me with an intense passion dancing behind his eyes. “I just wanted to stop for a while to look at you. I can’t believe that I have you. That you are mine at long last. I can’t believe that someone as beautiful as you would want anything to do with me…”

“Oh God, I can’t believe that you want me.” I grab his cheeks in my hands and pull him in for a kiss. For a woman who hadn’t ever been kissed not so long ago, I’m incredibly confident in my actions now. “Have you seen yourself, Tim Wilson? You are a freaking God. You are something special. I’m falling for you.”

My eyes slide closed and we begin kissing frantically, passionately, letting all of our feelings free. Thank goodness we find ourselves in our own little world because I really need him right now. I need him kissing me, tasting me just as I am him, I need this little bit of privacy so me and him can just be.

“I’m… falling… for you… too…” he tells me in between kisses. “Falling for you hard.”

His hands travel all over my body just as mine begin to explore him too. Everything else just melts away as me and him begin to get closer by the second, blocking the rest of the world out. My feelings might be even stronger for Tim Wilson than I even let on. I may well be head over heels, deeply in love with him, but at least now I can feel that way, we can see where it goes, we have all the time in the world to let these feelings develop and grow, and to discuss them as well. Right now, I don’t want to say anything. I just want to lose myself in the wonderous sensations he’s giving my body. I just want to be his.Chapter 19 – TimMy head continues to spin as the roller coaster of a day takes another up turn. As Kayla straddles me with her legs either side of mine, my heart begins racing, and I’m consumed to the warm joy that despite that little moment where it felt like all hope was lost, Kayla is here with me and we’re starting our lives together after all.

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