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When my watch hit 8:00, the bathroom door swung open. Derek flipped the light on and shut the door. As he turned toward the mirror, he saw me and he let out a yelp of surprise that would have been very satisfying under any other circumstances.
“Are you nuts?” he hissed. “What are you doing here?”
I walked past him and locked the door.
“If you want to discuss the plan, this really isn't the place,” he said.
He pivoted, gaze following me as I crossed to the shower and turned on the cold water, so it would drown out our conversation without steaming up the room.
“Great,” he muttered. “Now they're going to think we're showering together. Maybe we can just tell them we were washing off the crawl space dirt and trying to conserve water. ”
I planted myself in front of him. “You set me up. ”
He opened his mouth, but, for once, nothing came out and he settled for a token scowl.
“All this time, I've been trying to figure out why you want to help me. Why do you care if I know I'm a necromancer? Why do you care if I get booted out? Why stick your neck out for me, like you did this afternoon?”
“I just want—”
“To help. Sure, you're obnoxious and arrogant, but underneath, there's a decent guy who wants to help a fellow supernatural. Yeah, right. There has to be another reason. Today I found it. Simon. ”
He crossed his arms. “Yeah, Simon wanted me to be nice to you. Okay? Can I have my shower now? Alone?”
“You want Simon to run away. To find your dad. But he won't go without you. He needs a reason to go right now. So you gave him one. The designated damsel in distress. ”
“I don't know what you're talking about,” he muttered, but his gaze wouldn't quite meet mine. My remaining doubts vanished in a fresh surge of anger.
“Here I was, a real necromancer, naive and lost. Perfect bait. Just keep pushing us together, make a big deal out of how helpless I am, and eventually he'll pull on his shining armor. Great plan. But it still lacks something. Stakes. In any great thriller, your hero needs three things. Goal, motivation, and stakes. Goal: find your missing dad. Motivation: help the poor necromancer chick. The stakes were missing, though. You needed to put your damsel in actual distress. What if she was about to be transferred to a real mental hospital? Where she'd be out of Simon's reach and beyond help? Or, worse, where she might die, the victim of some evil plan. So you get Tori to—”
“No!” He raised his hands, genuine shock in his eyes. “I did not have anything to do with that. Even if Tori would get close enough to me to carry on a conversation—which you may have noticed, she won't—I wouldn't do that. I did nothing to make them transfer you. ”
“Okay, so you just took advantage of the situation. ”
I gave him a moment to respond. He didn't, which was all the answer I needed.
“When I first told you about seeing Liz, you brushed it off. But then you realized this could work in your favor, so you changed your tune with Simon. You planted the seeds of doubt, then waited for them to sprout. That's why you didn't argue when I offered to be the one transferred. That's exactly where you wanted me. You manipulated the situation and you lied—”
“I never lied. ”
I fixed him with a look. “You really heard the doctors talking about transferring me yesterday?”
He shoved his hands in his pockets. “I heard them talking about you and they seemed to be suggesting—”
“Okay, you didn't lie. You exaggerated. ”
He scowled. “You are in danger. The more I think about Liz—”
“Cut the crap, okay, Derek? You got your wish. Simon's going. I'm going with him. You're right. He needs to get out and find his father. Of course, you could have saved us all this trouble by just going with him yourself. But that might be dangerous. And he's not your father so it's not really your problem—”
He shot toward me so fast I stumbled back, but managed to catch myself and stand my ground. It wasn't easy with him looming over me, eyes blazing.
“Is that what I think, Chloe?”
I locked my knees, refusing to break eye contact.
“I don't know what you think, Derek,” I said, calmly—or so I hoped. “Simon says there's a reason you won't go. A stupid reason, according to him. So maybe it's an excuse. Maybe you just don't want to bother. ”
“An excuse?” A bitter laugh. Then he backed away from me slowly, as if forcing himself. “You read my file, right?”
“I----”
“I know you read it that night when you and Rae pretended to be raiding the kitchen. ”
“Only because of what you did. I had to know—”
“How dangerous I was. I don't blame you. But you got your answer, right? You know exactly how dangerous I am. ”
I swallowed. “I—”
“You know what I did, and you think I should be walking the streets?” His lip curled. “I'm exactly where I belong. ”
Something in his eyes, in his voice, in his face, made the back of my throat ache. I glanced over at the shower, watching the water dapple the doors as the harsh pounding filled the silence.
After a moment, I looked back at him. “You must have had a reason for doing it. ”
“Did I?” When I tried looking away again, he sidestepped and snagged my gaze. “Is that what you want, Chloe? To hear my reason? My excuse? That the guy pulled a gun on me and if I hadn't thrown him into a wall, I'd be dead? Well, that's not how it happened. There's a kid out there who'll never walk again and I have no excuse. It's my fault. All my fault. Our dad disappearing. Simon being thrown in here. I—”
He snapped his mouth shut, hands going into his pockets as he stared out over my head, the muscles in his jaw working.
After another moment, he said, “So, yeah, I want Simon out, and I'll do anything to get him out, but it's not like I'm putting you in danger. You're getting something out of it. You don't have any reason to complain. ”
I could only stare, any sense that maybe I understood him evaporating as it always did. I'd glimpse something underneath, and he'd snatch it away so fast it left bruises that called me a fool for hoping for more.
“No danger?” I said slowly. “I'm running away. From the home. From my family. From my life. ”
“You'll be with Simon. Don't pretend that's any big hardship. ”
“What?”
“You know what I mean. A few days alone with Simon? That'll be tough. And it means a lot to him. A lot. Running away to help him find his dad? He'll never forget that. ”
I widened my eyes. “Oh my God, do you think so? Really? That's so cool. I bet he'll ask me to go steady and everything. We can send love letters between my juvenile detention center and his, and maybe they'll let us meet at the coed dances. …”
He glowered down at me.
“You really think I'm an idiot, don't you?” I said, then shot up my hand. “No, don't answer that. Please. News flash: getting a boyfriend is not at the top of every girl's priority list. Right now, it ranks about as low on mine as you can get—way below such trivial concerns as getting my life back together. ”
“All right—”
“After this is over, I wouldn't be surprised if Simon wanted to never see me again. Just put this all behind him. You know what? That's fine. Because I need to find out what happened to Liz. And I want to help Simon because it's the right thing to do, not because I think he's sooo cute. I might not be a genius like you—”
