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I brought my fingertips from his mouth to mine, covering my lips. “I’d back up against the wall to give you room.”
“I’d follow you,” he said, he drew close, his lips hovering over my fingers covering my mouth. His breath caressed my face. “I’d hold you like this, meaning to say something positive to keep you there. Then I’d get lost in those crazy eyes of yours. I’d tell you how I needed you now.”
I lost the comment I had prepared, something funny to retort. All that escaped my lips was a soft inhale, breathing in his sugar and vanilla scent.
He bent his head, closing his eyes. He kissed my fingers over my mouth. His lips parted, caressing my hand, warming. My eyes closed through their own will, my lips parting and slack against my own fingers. It wasn’t a direct kiss, of course, but my heart flipped in my chest. It was more intimate than Nathan kissing my hand.
He kissed my hand again, and slowly backed his head away, his eyes slits as he gazed at me. “I need you, Sang,” he whispered. “Don’t leave me.”
“I won’t,” I whispered through my fingers, terrified to move. I didn’t want to mess up and ruin the moment. “If you want me to stay ...”
“I want you, Sang,” he said, his voice strengthening. “Stay with us ... with me.”
The way he said it sent me spiraling with worries. This was what he wanted from me all along. He really was worried I’d leave. Was it because he thought someone from the Academy, the others who would work there and meet me, could they ever sway me? Didn’t he realize how grateful I was to them?
The phone in my bra started to buzz to life. With him so close, he felt it, too. I kept my hand over my lips, and my free hand pulled the phone out. It was a call from North.
My eyes widened. I pushed the button and held the phone to my ear. “Yes?” I said through my fingers.
Luke leaned in like he was going to listen, but his lips found my hand again over my mouth.
“Where’s Luke?” North demanded.
Luke grinned as he kissed my fingers. I had to back my head away from my hand to respond to North. “Right here,” I said. Literally.
“Why doesn’t he have his phone? I tried calling,” North bellowed. “Give him the phone.”
I held the phone out to Luke. “It’s for you.”
Luke groaned, backing off of me to sit back. He put the phone to his ear. “What?”
I couldn’t hear what North was saying, but he sounded angry. Luke wasn’t responding, only listening. He glanced at me occasionally. I gave him puzzled looks but he only shook his head.
Luke readily agreed with North and hung up on him, rolling his eyes. “We’re supposed to go to sleep. And I’m not allowed to take you shopping again.”
“While we’re being watched?” I asked.
“I think he meant ever.”
I pouted. “That’s not fair. We didn’t do anything.”
“I know,” Luke said. He pushed a palm to his forehead. “He’s not always Mr. Sunshine of course, but he’s been worse than usual lately.”
“Is he okay?”
“I don’t know.” Luke dropped his hand from his face and reached to snap the light on. “But I hope he gets over it soon. I might not be able to take it.”
I sighed, following Luke back out into the bedroom. I wondered if it was my fault. Maybe I’d been waking him up early with asking about dreams too often.
A BRIEF ENCOUNTER
Friday morning, Luke shook me awake. “Sang, you’re dreaming.”
I groaned, rolling over. “I know,” I said. I pushed my face back into the pillow. I’d hardly slept all night and the one point I did sleep, it felt like I did nothing but dream.
“Come on. Get up and tell me about it.”
I grumbled, sitting up and pushing the covers back. Luke sat cross-legged on the bed. He held his arms open. I absentmindedly crawled into his lap, grateful for a cozy spot to wake up in. “I don’t want to tell you,” I said. “It’s pointless.”
“Tell me anyway,” he said. He wrapped his arms around my waist, pressing his cheek to my forehead. “Please?”
I sighed. “I dreamed there was a big wolf trying to get after me. I was running through some building to get away.”
He cupped my cheek in his palm. “Did he get you?”
“Almost.”
“But he didn’t,” Luke said. “Did I wake you in time?”
I nodded.
Luke smiled. He picked up my hand, bringing the fingers to his lips. He kissed my knuckles. “I saved you.”
I wanted to resist, but my lips betrayed me, curling up at the corners. “Yes.”
“Good,” he said. He focused on me, pushing my fingers to my own mouth. I stilled, and he leaned in, closed his eyes, and kissed my fingers while I pressed them to my mouth. He backed away, smiling. “I like saving you.”
I playfully rolled my eyes. “Luke ...”
He nudged me to get up. “Let’s get going before we’re late and Kota comes in after us.”
The thought of Kota had my heart pounding again. It seemed every moment I was getting closer to disaster. Luke was nearly kissing my mouth. I wondered about the next time someone would ask for a date, or find out about the kissing.
If Kota only knew ...
I took extra care in the bath that morning, shaving, scrubbing clean every part, and washing my hair in Gabriel’s special shampoo that he’d made for me. While the evenings have finally been cooling off a little, the days were still very warm. I put on one of the nicer darker skirts, and matched it with a pink T-shirt Gabriel had commented on going with it.
I found Luke downstairs, already dressed and waiting with my bags in hand. He beamed at me, his eyes sliding across the clothes and he seemed to approve. “Ready?”
I was about to say yes, when I stopped. “Do you think Kota would mind if I asked Marie if she wanted a ride?”
“Of course not.”
“Let me go ask.”
I stumbled back up the stairs again, knocking softly at Marie’s door. “Marie?”
I heard mumbling.
“Do you want a ride to school? You can come with us.”
There was more mumbling. I wasn’t sure what she was saying but I waited, hesitant to leave her alone and have her miss school again.
The door swung open. Marie wavered in the doorway, combing her fingers through her hair. She did a pony tail behind her head. The blue T-shirt she wore looked like the same one she had on yesterday. “Why do you all leave so early?”
“We get there before it’s crowded and the parking lot is full,” I said, relieved she was up. “Would you like a ride?”
“I said yes,” she grumbled. She disappeared again, grabbing her bookbag. “Let’s go.”
Despite what Luke said, I was nervous walking out to Kota’s car waiting in the driveway. I wondered if Kota would be upset that I’d asked Marie without actually talking to him first.
Kota didn’t miss a beat. He popped out of the driver’s side quickly, opening the rear side door.
“Morning,” he said, looking at Marie first but his eyes slid to me, beaming. “Everything okay?”
“Yes,” I said. In an effort to keep Marie from getting nervous, I slid into the middle. Luke sat on one side, Marie on the other.
Nathan sat in the front passenger seat. He twisted to look back at us. “Everyone good?”
I nodded, buckling in. Luke’s leg casually pressed to mine but Marie seemed to make an effort to avoid touching me despite the crowded back seat. I didn’t totally mind. I wanted to get along with her, but if I were honest, I couldn’t remember the last time I’d touched her. That was a little too much for me right now.
The car ride was quiet, which was unusual. Kota normally asked us if homework was done and a number of other things, possibly to keep us awake. At school, Marie hopped out quickly, mumbled something and headed inside.
We stood together outside of Kota’s car, watching as Marie walked ahead of us toward the building
.
“At least she’s here,” I said.
“It might not be a good thing she is,” Nathan said. “She might tell Danielle what’s going on.”
“Can’t worry about it now,” Kota said. He found my hand, tugging me along.
When we got inside the school, I fell in behind Kota and Nathan as they started talking. They shoved open the doors to the courtyard.
Rocky and Jay stood just inside. They turned toward us. They both wore orange football jerseys over their T-shirts.
Rocky’s eyes fixated on me. “Speak of the devil.” His smile broadened as his eyes slid down over my clothes. “Love the skirt.”
I smothered a cold shiver. They’d been talking about me? I glanced at Kota and Nathan for help.
“How’s it going, Rocky?” Kota said. “I hear you’ve got a good chance to win at the football game tonight. Should be a good first game.” His tone was friendly, but there was a hint behind it that he was forcing the niceties. It was enough to get my skin to prickle. Rocky might have helped us out once when we were in a fight before, but I didn’t think any of the guys trusted him completely.
