Page 58 of Is It Wrong to Escape My Fate?

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Maybe next time.

“Bea’s essence,” Robin hummed as he pulled out his fingers and sucked them clean. The sight sent new tingles down my clit, and it only proved I was one horny slut even in this universe.

They noticed it too, since Robin shook his head. “One step at a time, angel. Don’t want to overwhelm you.” Reuben onlysighed, as if he shared my sentiments, and tucked himself back in.

I needed them to overwhelm me in all matters possible. IthinkI could take it even though I had never experienced a threesome before. I bet it would be wonderful with the two of them. But I also didn’t want to rush anything. We all had our boundaries.

Speaking of boundaries …

“Remember how we talked about not being exclusive?” I began a discussion, as if I didn’t have cum dripping down my face. “I have other men kissing me, among other things —”

“But are they better than us?” Reuben hedged, voice uneasy.

“I don’t want to compare, and I never will.” That claim was established now. I used to compare my exes with one another, only in my mind, but I wanted to get rid of that habit with this arrangement. “I'm telling you so there’s no misunderstanding.”

They were quiet at first, but Robin soon said, “That is the promise we made to you, my lady. May we know who they are so we can properly adjust our behavior?”

I hesitated a little, but I knew this had to be addressed eventually. “Are you okay with letting them know you’re involved with me, too?”

Reuben scoffed as he wiped some of his cum off my cheek. “I will demand it. Let them know who they’ll be dealing with if they hurt you.”

“More than we already do,” Robin smiled.

I exhaled. This was it. I never went past this part in my relationships with my exes. As soon as I tell them I had sex with somebody else with their prior consent, one of two things would happen: one, they’d be so angry they stopped communicating after a huge fight, forcing a break-up; or two, they’d be disappointed or disgusted that I followed through with my “threat”, also breaking up.

They never bothered to learn who the other man was, who sometimes ended up as a new boyfriend. The same man would be shocked himself when I hooked up with someone else. It was like a never-ending cycle.

“Elias is one,” I finally said. “As for the other, I’ll get his consent first.”

Reuben shook his head with a subtle smile while Robin chuckled. “About time.”

My eyebrows rose. “What do you mean?”

“He’s been pining for you since we met him,” Reuben explained, wiping my other cheek. “As kids. We didn’t want to overstep, so we only observed.” He left for the bathroom, so I turned to Robin.

“You saw even when he was dressed like a girl?”

Robin nodded. “He was actually more expressive because of it. He didn’t need to hide how smitten he was with you. Of course, Reuben and I thought he was a girl the first few times, and there’s nothing wrong with a girl liking another girl. We only watched and waited.”

By then, Reuben had returned with two damp washcloths, tossing one to Robin. They wiped me clean and dressed me back in my nightdress. I felt like a total queen as they cared for me. It shouldn’t affect me since Mia had been caring for me this way too, but it felt different from hers.

And speaking of Mia …

“When you go here, what is Mia doing?” I wondered. She couldn’t have been asleep yet, right?

“She takes nightly walks after getting you ready for bed,” Robin answered, also cleaned up. “I think she really enjoys exploring this campus. She took your suggestion to heart and is trying to memorize the school layout. She also keeps tabs on Lord Alec for you.”

I was lucky to have Mia on my side. Responsible, knowledgeable, and loyal. She took up my slack in getting informed about the world because of my numerous distractions. In exchange, I promised her I’d teach her spellcasting as I attended the school. I would when we start practical magic training. Hopefully, before I leave permanently.

In the meantime, back to my men. I needed their reassurance. “Do you promise to not give Elias a hard time, now that you know about him? And any other men in the future.”

Robin raised a hand to his chest. “This is our oath to you.”

Reuben did the same gesture. “We promise to protect and care for you for the rest of our lives, in however form that will take. If giving these men a hard time is needed, then we will move accordingly. We hope you understand, Bea.”

Well, that was a reasonable stance. I didn’t like in-fighting amongst my group of friends, but if it was necessary to improve ourselves, then I could understand. I just hoped this didn’t bite me in the ass in the future.

I was a little nervous about Monday. The way I left Winston’s mansion was less than ideal, and I didn’t have a clue how Claude would react to me from now on. Or the Prince himself. Or any of the other men I met yesterday.