Her shoulders rounded into a defeated heap. “Walking away was the hardest decision I’ve ever made.”
“Honestly, I don’t know if I can ever fucking trust you in the same way,” I spat out.
Danessa’s face crumbled. And tears fell from her eyes. She was also sensitive, she acted hard but inside she felt everything and took it to heart.
When I reached for her, my hands were trembling. “No, baby please. I didn’t mean … I’m just venting. I didn’t say it to make you cry. I just … I just really loved you and I didn’t see any of that coming. And maybe I should’ve. And it just fucked me up for a really long time. And I’m not saying that’s your fault. Because there were underlying traumas I hadn’t dealt with. Like my fear of abandonment and not being good enough. But I just thought you saw me and when you left, I felt all turned around and it was difficult learning how to navigate life alone because you’d always been by my side. I guess I just need to do a better job at protecting myself.”
“From me?” Her face was a mess with mascara stained tears.
“You can’t make me fall for you all over again if you don’t believe in us. I know my persona is bigger than life, and being with me sometimes makes others feel small. But for me you were the reason the sun rose each morning, the moon’s sole purpose was to greet you at night. You couldn’t tell me flowers didn’t grow under your feet. Being loved by you single-handedly altered the way in which I view the world. Loving you isn’t something a person just gets over. So, if you have any reservations, maybe we need to take this bitch off cruise control and pump the brakes.”
“I don’t even know what we’re doing. And I can’t promise this time will be forever. But I do know two things. That I’ve never cared for anyone as much as you. And I’m willing to do this life thing with you over and over again until we get it right.”
Her kiss hit me like lightning. Our lips urgent and demanding igniting every nerve in my body. Danessa was back in my lap, her hands gripped my shoulders, nails pressing into my skin just enough to send a shiver down my spine, as the heat of her body pressed against mine. I could hear the faint thrum of my heartbeat in my ears accelerating and drowning out everything except the sound of her soft, gasping breaths.
“Take off your fucking clothes,” I demanded. We removed several articles of clothing before we made it back in the condo. My need for her was a top priority.
In the bedroom she grabbed my face. “No condom just you. Is that okay?”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah, I just wanna feel you.” If it was anyone other than her that would be a hard no. But let’s not pretend I didn’t want to perform the backstroke in Lake Nessa.
My dick slid in place like a key entering a lock. A tight, wet, soft lock. She buried her face into my neck licking my skin when her mouth landed on my ear, I almost dropped us. My ears were my spot and having her tongue run across it was sending me. Her soft moans and grunts taking me to auditory heights.
“Fucking look at me.” Her eyes landed on my face soft and hazy. “I’m sorry I yelled and made you cry. And I’m sorry for what’s about to happen next.”
Her eyes turned sober. “What’s happening?”
“I’m gonna fuck you so hard I might make you cry again.” I braced my back against the wall and dropped into a squat, grabbing her waist I lifted up and brought her down hard so she slammed into my lap. Danessa shuttered and her eyes rolled to the back of her head.
“Whose pussy is this?” I yelled like a drill sergeant.
Danessa groaned. Grabbing her by the back of her neck I tilted her head until our eyes were level. “Answer me. Whose pussy is this?”
“Yours,” she breathed out. “It’s yours. Ugh, Aldi fuck.”
“And you look so pretty riding it.” Standing I smacked her ass. “Too hard?”
“No.”
“Harder.”
“Yes, please.” I smacked that phat ass again and her hips hitched picking up the tempo.
I’d clocked forty minutes of game time, but Danessa was working a whole new set of muscles. My arms supported her body which was in a semi state of free fall. She seemed less concerned about her physical safety, all she cared about was working her pussy over my dick. Her legs were loosely hooked around my waist as if she’d placed all her trust in me to support our combined weight. This was the Danessa I liked the most. She was always so routine driven. But when she let herself go, she never cease to amaze me. And right now, she was locked in, twerking on my penis as my hands massaged her skin.
“God your dick is dangerous. It makes me want to do the most deplorable things.”
“Use me baby. I’m here for you.”
Danessa wrapped her left arm around my neck, her body bouncing up and down on the dick. The sounds our bodies made were reminiscent of the mac and cheese I was stirring minutes earlier. “Dig me out, baby.”
Bracing my legs, I pulsated my hips with thrusts that made her scream my name. If her neighbors were pissed earlier, they had to be livid now. The sound of Danessa’s screams pinged against the walls. “Fuck me, daddy, I need you so bad.”
“Like this?” I took control, grabbing her waist I drove her gushy core up and down my shaft.
“Aldridge,” she squealed. “Fuck, baby.”
