“But I do-don’t want you.” I struggle to get the words out because while my mind is sure, my body is screaming for this alpha to claim me.
A mischievous smile fills Killian’s face, and he brushes the hair out of my eyes. “If you don’t want me, then why are you slicking all over yourself?” His chest expands as he inhales deeply. A delicious growl fills the air as he lowers himself down, pressing his hips against mine.
A bolt of electricity erupts from deep inside me, and my back instinctively arches.
I need him. I hate him. I can’t stand how empty I am.
It’s painful.
“I think you do want me.” Killian rumbles as he tugs on my nightgown, pulling it up. The silky material slides across my skin, leaving a wonderful tingle in its wake. “I think you want to be loved.” He presses a soft kiss to my lips. “And cared for.” Hekisses me again. “And cherished.” He falls onto me, kissing me deeply.
My body instantly responds and hot slick gushes from my pussy. I still don’t want this, but I don’t have any fight left in me. I’m too tired and weak, desperate to feel good for a fucking moment in my life.
“Alpha,” I moan when he pushes his hips forward, making me feel his impressive bulge.
“Such a good omega,” Killian purrs, pushing my nightgown higher and higher. The soft fabric is then tugged over my head, leaving me completely bare. Killian rises, looking down the full length of my body. It’s a little weird. Maybe even embarrassing, but I’m powerless to stop him. “Look how stunning you are,” he whispers like I’m some kind of treasure and not some bruised, broken thing that everyone just puts up with.
“Please.” I lift my hips, eager to feel him inside me. While I’ve never been with an alpha, I’m sure it’s not that different from a beta. After all, they both have the same parts. Just different sizes.
“I need to taste that pussy.” Killian’s long blond hair falls into his face, tickling my skin as he inches his way down my body. He pauses at my breasts, capturing one nipple between his lips as he plucks the other. I arch up into his mouth, greedy for each lap of his tongue and nip of his teeth.
“Please,” I channel my fingers through his hair, holding him to me. His soft beard tickles against my skin, making goosebumps rise. “Kill—” I gasp loudly when he cups the mound of my pussy.
“This cunt is hot.” Killian’s eyes flash with excitement above me. “And wet.” He moves his hand down, pushing between my soaked folds. A single finger dips into my entrance, then another. I hold my breath, eager for him to move, but he doesn’t. He just stares at my face. “Am I the first alpha to be inside you?”
“What?” I’m delirious with need. Too wound up to talk about anything other than the pleasure slowly simmering beneath my skin. “Please.” I lift my hips, trying to create some friction, but Killian presses his other hand to my belly, stopping me.
“Am I the first alpha to have you?” he asks again, this time softer. Slower. It’s shockingly commanding.
“Why?” I manage to ask, but I’m already nodding.
A shadow crosses Killian’s face as he leans down and says, “Because I want to be the first to ruin you.”
A thrill rushes up my spine and my nipples pull impossibly tight. “Just you,” I pant then squirm. While it is the truth, I’m willing to say anything at this point just to have him move his fingers. “You’re the only alpha.”
A faint smile lifts Killian’s mouth, and his fingers finally move. He pumps in and out of me as he lowers himself, dropping down between my legs. Continuing to thrust inside me, he uses his other hand and lifts the hood of my pussy. He exhales one long, deliberate breath against my clit, before falling into me, mouth open and tongue out.
He laps and sucks, devouring my pussy like it’s a goddamn feast.
A desperate moan rips from me as heat coils in my belly. I grind against his face, letting his hot tongue and long fingers force me right over the edge. I cry out as I come, my thighs trembling and my back arching. But Killian doesn’t stop. As if reading my mind, he quickens his pace, making sure I feel every fucking pulse of pleasure.
When I finally come down, I’m breathing so hard I fear I’ll pass out. “What—” I lift my head, trying to make sense of what just happened.
“Don’t move,” Killian commands me as he slowly rolls off the bed. His eyes drill into mine as he strips off his shirt and tosses it onto the floor. The alpha's impressive frame is packed withlean muscle. Firm pecs, washboard abs, and a deep-cut V that disappears into his waistband. His hands hang at his side as he turns to me. They’re large with long fingers and soft, twisting veins.
I feel so tiny in his presence.
But then he pushes his boxers down his long legs and fear grips me.
He’s huge.
Two, maybe three times bigger than Linden.
“It’s okay, omega. I’ll fit.” Killian grips his cock, pumping it slowly. Pre-cum leaks from the tip, dripping in one long string onto the floor. My mouth waters and my pussy flutters, but my mind still isn’t so sure. “I’ll go as slow as you need me to.” Killian places one knee on the bed. The mattress dips and fear takes hold.
I move, trying to roll away, but strong alpha hands grab me, forcing me back in place.
“No!” I shove at his chest as he settles over me. His cock pokes at my entrance, and a fresh wave of slick gushes from my body. “I don’t want—” All the air is sucked out of me as Killian ruts forward. He impales me on his thick shaft, forcing inch after inch into my tight body.
