“How did Uncle even agree?” She whispered between her sobs.
“He saw my pain,” I replied, taking a deep, shuddering breath. “He didn’t want to, but I begged him.”
“Rayhan is going to kill,” she said, shaking her head.
“And that is why I want you to make sure he sees this video.” I reached into the pocket of my skirt and held out a small drive. “Make sure he sees it.” She nodded before a fresh wave of tears consumed her.
Chris took Tatum from my arms, and I hugged my child, knowing that these moments were coming to an end and the sheer weight that I would no longer have my children in my arms hit me hard. There was indeed a price for everything…
I left theirroom an hour later and made my way to Delsanra’s room. Rayhan was gone for the night, and I was going to spend the night watching over her. She was no longer able to get up from bed, and she spent most ofthe time sleeping. The curse was taking its toll, and we all feared what would happen without Kiara to help ease it a little. Even Raihana’s healing spells did nothing to ease her pain.
The omega, Clara, smiled at me when I entered, holding a sleeping Ahren in her arms.
“Was he not asleep?” I asked quietly.
“He wanted his mother,” she replied, looking older than ever. This Djinn was taking its toll on the entire pack.
“Pass him to me and get some rest yourself,” I told her with a gentle smile.
“Shall I take Sienna?”
“No, I will have them,” I replied, going over to the bed where Sienna was already asleep next to her mother.
“Okay, ma’am. If you need anything, don’t hesitate to call,” she whispered before leaving the room.
I looked at the child in my arms and, walking over to the bed, I slipped in, placing him down by his sister and laying down next to him.
“I’ll miss you all,” I whispered.
Was I selfish to leave them? Would Rayhan hate me?
I stroked the children’s curls, and I remembered when Rayhan and Raihana were little pups. Rafael would come home late, but he’d always go to kiss them, and if they woke up, he’d just bring them to our room. I’d scold him for ruining their routine. I closed my eyes, letting the tears stream down my cheeks now that I was alone.
I looked over at the second daughter I was blessed with. No matter how hurtful the things I said when I first realised that she was a witch were, she still forgave me. She was the best mate I could ever wish for Rayhan.
“Mama Mari, what’s wrong?” Her weak voice asked. I looked away, wiping my tears. I hadn’t realised she had woken up.
“I just… nothing.”
“I know it’s not nothing. Talk to me,” she whispered, her eyelids opening slightly. Our eyes met, and I smiled softly, despite the tears in my eyes.
“I can’t have you telling Rayhan,” I whispered.
“I… what is it?” She asked, worry crossing her face. I shook my head. I loved her, but… what if she told Rayhan?
“Just know that I love you, and youaregoing to get better soon.”
“Thank you.” She smiled despite the pain she was in. “I love you, too. You are the mother I always wished to have.” I nodded.
“I’m glad. I, too, was blessed by the gods to have gotten another daughter as perfect and strong as you.” I reached over and caressed her cheek. She closed her eyes before she opened them again, and this time, they were full of sadness.
“Didn’t you say I’ll be okay? Why does this sound like a farewell?” She whispered. She tried to smile, and I simply shook my head.
“I’m just having a moment. You will be okay. Absolutely.” She nodded, and we fell silent. I wasn’t sure if she fell asleep, but just as troubled sleep was overcoming me, I heard her speak,
“Mama Mari… this isn’t farewell, is it?”
I didn’t have the heart to reply….
