Page 34 of My Year of Saying No

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‘You wouldn’t have let me?’ He raised a curious, dark brow.

‘No. And don’t look at me like that either. You might be bigger than me, but I have skills.’

‘I don’t doubt it for a moment. But the tickets are on me. As a thanks for everything you do.’ I opened my mouth to protest. ‘On top of what I pay you for.’

‘Then thank you. And I look forward to it.’

‘Me too.’

‘Well, I’d better get off to bed. I need to clean my flat tomorrow and then make myself look presentable enough for seeing my sister.’

‘You always look presentable.’

‘She doesn’t have the same relaxed attitude to my fondness for loungewear as you do.’

‘She’s not wearing it. You are.’

‘Still. I have to make a bit of an effort. Apparently, she’s bringing a bloke too, so we’re all going to be on our best behaviour.’

‘That sounds exhausting. Why don’t you just say no? I mean, if not this year, then when can you?’

‘I don’t want to. Obviously, I understand the confusion as you’ve never had one of my mum’s roasts, but, seriously, they’re worth anything! And I’m probably making it sound worse than it is. Sally’s just… particular. But she’s harmless. She’s just quite used to getting her own way. She doesn’t really stand for much less, especially when it comes to men, so I think sometimes she forgets we’re family and know her of old.’

‘But you still try to please her.’

‘She’s my sister. I want her to be happy.’

Seb nodded but said no more. ‘Well, I’d better let you go. Enjoy your roast tomorrow!’

‘I shall. I hope you’re going to rest a bit.’

‘I am. Mostly. I’m going over to my brother’s for the day, so apart from being a human climbing frame for my niece and nephew, it should be nice.’ The joy that his family brought him was reflected in his features, his eyes smiling as much as that generous mouth.

‘That sounds lovely, Seb. Family days all round!’

9

It turned out Sally’s new chap, Oliver, was something in the City, but exactly what that something was remained a mystery to us all despite the fact he’d explained it more than once. I’d have had more luck trying to understand Klingon.

‘That sounds very interesting,’ my dad said diplomatically as he passed me the roast potatoes, the waft of them making my mouth water as I dished several onto my plate before passing them on to Sally, who took one. I looked at her, looked back at the dish full of golden deliciousness and then back at Sally. She caught my eye and gave the most delicate of shrugs.

‘I shouldn’t even be having one really, but you know I can’t resist Mum’s cooking,’ she cooed, tilting her head at Mum, who reached over and patted her hand.

I looked at my sister’s plate, one potato, a pile of French beans, two slices of lean roast chicken and some spinach. My eyes then drifted to my own, piled high with roast and mash potato, several pieces of chicken, plus some gorgeous, crispy skin, piles of veggies, all drowned in thick gravy. Apparently, her idea of not resisting and mine were two very different things.

* * *

I smothered the home made rhubarb crumble in thick, velvety custard the colour of sunshine and took a spoonful, feeling the wonderful textures meld in my mouth – crunchy topping, soft fruit and tangy custard.

‘Don’t forget, it’s my book club this Thursday evening, Lottie.’

I shifted my eyes to my sister, the place setting in front of her entirely devoid of pudding bowl. She took a sip of tonic water as I swallowed my mouthful.

‘Umm… OK,’ I said, not sure what I was supposed to make of this announcement.

Sally turned a little and fixed her gaze on me. ‘Have you forgotten?’

Apparently so.