“My fucking lawyer… stop trying to be so strong all the time. Daddy got this shit, ight?” He continued, as I clung onto him like a baby monkey did their mother.
My mouth was open, but words refused to leave. Goo maneuvered his hips slowly, kissing my face as he stared into my eyes. “I…I love you,” I breathlessly confessed.
He kissed my lips softly. “I love you too, baby… always loved you. You gonna let me love you and stop playing with me?”
“Don’t leave me, Goo… pl…please.”
A tear fell down my cheek, as I held his face and he kissed the inside of my hand. “You mine, Zoya… I’m never going anywhere. This shit forever… I need you to make me that same promise.”
His pace was slower as he kissed all over me, and I held onto him tightly. “I promise.”
“What you promising me, baby?”
“I’m not going to run from you… you believe me?”
He softly pecked my lips. “I do. Never prayed for someone as hard as I pray for you, Baby. You in my prayers every morning and every night… you gonna become my wife, right?”
“Uh hmm,” I kissed his lips, slipping my tongue into his mouth, and holding his face, never wanting to let him go.
My mouth was wide, feeling him deep inside of me, while kissing on my face. Softly pecking my lips, I felt his body stiffen and felt him empty himself inside of me. “Fuck… I love you, Zoya.”
“Love you too, Gerald.” I kissed his lips, and he pulled back.
“You what?”
“I said I love you, Gerald.” I kissed his lips, and then his face.
“Always put that I before love you, Boobie… don’t ever leave me guessing. I put that on my life I’m never gonna have you guessing, okay?”
“Okay.” He kissed my lips, and stared down at me, still in disbelief that he had me.
I was his.
He got out the bed and went to the bathroom while I was in bed too spent to even move. I watched as he came out the bathroom with a washcloth, and he pulled the sheets from my body, wiping me down softly, kissing every part he washed up. He kissed my pussy twice, before he continued wiping me down.
When he was done, he got in bed and pulled me into his arms. “Thank you for giving yourself to me, Boobie.”
“Thank you for not giving up on me, Goo. I know I’m not easy to love, I know that.” I turned to face him, and he kissed me softly.
“I’ve fought for everything that I deemed worthy, and you are no different, Boobie. Shit ain’t always going to be butterflies and rainbows, but I need you not to run when shit gets hard. Tell me when something is wrong, let me handle it and protect us, K?”
I had never experienced aftercare after sex. Usually, I turned over and thought of all the things that Istillhad to get done. He took his time wiping me down, kissing me, and reassuring me because he knew that I had a habit of overthinking.
“Okay, Goo.”
I turned in his arms, as he softly kissed me, holding onto me tighter. Kissing his arms, I buried myself into his embrace and allowed him to do exactly what he had been telling me he wanted to do.
Love me.
CHAPTER 26
GOON
Recommendation: Listen to Fukumean by Gunna
Soon as Capp pulled up,I jumped out his whip and walked towards Jerk and Lime, a takeout spot with a lounge in the back that served Jamaican food. My boots were unlaced as I maneuvered through the crowd of people waiting for their order number to be called. The music could be heard from the outside, which explained why some chicks were shaking ass while waiting on their food.
“What up, G?” somebody called out, and I nodded, not worried about anything else.
