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It only took a second to realize her mistake. A waft of his aftershave floated up from the blankets and her footsteps faltered. That kiss. How could she forget that kiss? The one that made her float toward the ceiling and never come back down. Just that memory made her heart rate quicken all over again. She kept walking to the kitchen, trying not to rethink things, ignoring the way that all the little hairs on her arms had just stood on end.
Jason. She should be thinking about Jason. Her breathing stuttered along with her footsteps. For the last year, the memories that used to be so vivid had started to fade a little. But right now, that just made her feel a million times worse. Was she going to forget about him completely? Her brain was so muddled. First her mother being sick and needing treatment, then the hospital bills, followed by the dream job, and the mysterious Italian. It was no wonder she couldn’t think straight.
By the time she reached the kitchen she realized she was crazy. The washer wasn’t plumbed in yet. She couldn’t do the laundry and wash his smell out the bedclothes. She sighed. She didn’t want to leave them in the kitchen where they could get even dirtier as the kitchen refit continued, so she turned back to head to the stairs.
Matteo was striding toward her, the album under his arm. He almost tripped when he saw her—it was clear he’d been planning on heading straight out of the door.
She swallowed again and felt a little surge of anger. The rattling kind that meant she really needed her morning dose of caffeine. That was it. The first thing she was doing today was going out to buy a coffeepot somewhere. He opened his mouth to speak, but nothing came out.
She gave him her best smile. “Let me know if there’s anything specific you want me to do in the house.”
Bland. Idiotic. It was the best she could do. She felt like the high school girl who the Prom King had kissed by mistake. Not exactly the best feeling in the world.
He licked his lips as that floppy brown hair of his fell over his eyes. If she had a razor right now, she would shave it clean off.
He glanced around. What was he looking at? He was surrounded by cream-colored walls. “You seem to have everything under control here. Maybe next week we should talk about plans for Rome?”
Her tongue glued itself to the top of her mouth. Rome. No. No. No.
That was a plane ride away. Probably more than one.
It was clear that he took her silence as agreement. He walked past. “Drop me an email when the house is ready and I’ll contact the realtor.”
She pressed her lips together as the surge of anger flooded her veins. Would it be wrong to push her employer straight out of the front door? She let her feet stay rooted to the spot, with her arms tightly clutching the bedclothes until she heard the door close behind him.
Nothing. No, Thanks for last night. No, That was nice. No, Will I call you? And definitely no, I’m sorry.
It was like being dismissed. Being ignored.
She stamped up the curving stairs, every step a little more forceful. Was this what Matteo did with women? Kiss them mercilessly, then just walk away?
Tears burned in her eyes. She was overreacting. She knew she was. But she couldn’t fight the wave of hurt that burned through her.
He wasn’t to know that it was her first kiss since her fiancé had died. He wasn’t to know that even though she’d tried to get back out in the dating game, her heart just hadn’t been in it.
He wasn’t to know that last night, for the first time in three years, she’d actually felt something again. A spark. A glimmer of hope.
It was as if the cloud that had settled on her shoulders had finally started to lift. It was as if a stream of sunlight was starting to poke through.
Before, she’d always felt guilty. Guilty she was on a date. Guilty she was out again. It had never felt quite right. She had never felt quite ready.
So why did now have to be the time for her to feel ready? Why did the first guy who sent tingles down her spine and kissed her as she’d never been kissed before have to be her boss?
Matteo had lit a flame that had been tempered for so long.
Last night had felt so right. Why was he acting as if it were so wrong?
Maybe she was crazy—a whole world of crazy. How could she possibly even consider putting her heart out there again? It had been broken in the worst kind of way. There was no way she could consider letting herself be hurt like that again.
She dumped the bedclothes in the corner of one of the rooms. She didn’t care how messy they were. They could stay like that until the washer was finally plumbed in.
She pressed her lips together and put her hands on her hips. Right now she was so mad it was easy to push the other stuff out of her head. The Rome stuff. She would find an excuse. A reason not to be able to go.
He would still pay her for her work here. That would surely be enough to put a dent in the bill for her mother’s medical care. The very last thing she wanted to do was spend any more time in an enclosed space with Matteo Bianchi—the guy who could kiss her, then treat her as if she’d never existed.
She looked around and lifted her chin. He wanted this house dressed?
Then, boy, he could have it.
* * *
“Mr. Bianchi?” Constance, his new, efficient, but very nervous PA was hovering by the door. She had a habit of shifting from foot to foot. At first he’d thought the stilettos that she favored were either too high, or too uncomfortable. But he’d quickly realized it was just a nervous habit.
He barely looked up. “Yes?”
There was silence. So he did look up—just in time to see her bite her bottom lip.
“What is it?”
She took a few tentative steps into the room, a piece of paper in her hand. She held it out rather shakily. “I just thought you should know that, in the last few days, there’s been...extensive billing to the business account.”
He frowned, not quite sure what she meant. “What?” He took the piece of paper and studied it.
His eyes just about popped out of their sockets as he stood up so quickly his chair fell to the floor behind him with a crash. Constance was out the room in a flash; apparently she could move quicker than a speeding bullet—even in stilettos.
Matteo started walking toward the door but was blocked by a figure in the doorway. Brianna’s eyebrows were raised and her arms folded across her chest. It seemed as if her belly got bigger every single day. “Well, somebody’s in a good mood.”
“Leave it, Brianna. I have to go.” He sighed, as he had to stop walking. “Any chance of letting me past?”
Brianna shook her head. She wa
s dressed more casually than normal, her dark hair tied up in a ponytail. “Not until I know what’s going on.”
He held up the printout for her to see. “What’s going on is that my interior designer has just gone stir crazy!”
Brianna screwed up her eyes and looked at the figure at the bottom of the page. “Wow,” she said as a smile spread from ear to ear.
“That’s all you can say—wow?”
She shook her head. “Actually, I can say a whole lot more.” She gave Matteo her special gaze. The one that clearly meant he was in trouble. “I don’t care what she spends. We’ve agreed we want to sell the house—and the house is decades out of date. As far as I’m concerned, as long as it sells, the interior design bill doesn’t matter.” She shook her head and stepped closer to her brother. “Oh, no. What I’m interested in, is what you’ve done.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
Brianna tapped him on the chest. “You think I’m stupid? First week you went shopping with her at the warehouse. She bought a whole host of things—but nothing outrageous.” Brianna scanned the piece of paper again. “But this list? These purchases?” She started to laugh. “This is the sign of a woman scorned.” She shook her head again. “I so want to meet this woman. Look how wound up you are—I haven’t seen you like this in...” She frowned and met his gaze. “In forever.”
Her voice softened. “What happened, Matteo?”
Matteo paused. He’d spent the last four days cringing inside and out. He’d handled things badly. He’d actually spent a beautiful night with a gorgeous, sensitive woman, then acted like the town fool the next morning. Matteo had never been the tongue-tied adolescent before, so finding himself turned into one that morning had been a completely alien experience.
It was obvious he’d hurt her feelings—even though that had never been his intention. And it was clear that now she was just letting him know.
He stepped backward. Every day Brianna looked more like their mother. And every day it reminded him of exactly what had happened. It seemed as if his stomach had been in a permanent knot since Brianna had announced her pregnancy. He couldn’t tell her just how worried he was. She’d already had a few little hiccups. Borderline blood pressure and a little bleeding in the early stages. For a single man, he’d quickly learned more about pregnancy than he’d ever wanted to.
