“Like?”
“Knowledge of things outside our own neighborhood, our own country. We know so much more about the world than we did, hence the term ‘doomscrolling.’ You get exposed to a lot of negative things, but there is good to be found too.”
“Okay.” I lean closer. “What kinds of things interest you?”
“I get videos about games I like to play. About the state I live in, haunted stuff, horror movies, and gay stuff.”
“Gay stuff?”
“Yeah. All kinds of information about what’s happening in queer communities around the world. Some of it’s joyful, some of it’s sad, and most of it’s upsetting.” He taps his screen, pulling up a video with a huge crowd of people standing in front of a store in defensive stances. “A few years ago, there was a local business that was targeted by some righteous assholes who kept coming in and harassing the staff and customers just for selling and buying Pride stuff. Social media organized a huge group of queer people and allies to go down there and defend the business. Peacefully. I wouldn’t have known about that without social media. The news certainly wasn’t going to show it.”
“That’s amazing. Did they go away?”
“It took three days, but yes, they finally gave up. The organizer promised to retaliate by showing up at their businesses, schools, and workplaces if they started up again. It worked.”
I smile. “A bit different from protests of my time. They were never peaceful.”
“They aren’t always here either.”
“I know. Some of our Chasers died in such protests.”
“That sucks.”
“Yes.” Curiosity stirs in my belly. “What else is on the internet?”
“Everything is. Literally everything. Good stuff, bad stuff, very evil stuff. Sex, recipes, music—you name it, you can find it.”
“Sex?”
Borja nods. “Want to see?”
“I… I think I do.”
Smiling, he nods. “I’ll show you my favorite site.”
I shift next to him, slightly uneasy with the idea of what I’m about to see, but too curious to back out now.
“Here we go.” Borja turns his screen toward me so I can see it clearly.
Two men are tangled together on a bed, their cocks and asses on full display. My body immediately heats, my cock twitching with interest. One of the men slides down and dips his tongue in the ass crease of the other. I gasp.
Borja chuckles. “Rimming. It’s so hot.”
I watch, completely fascinated as one man wildly licks the other. I’ve never seen another man’s hole before, much less put my mouth anywhere near one.
“Do you…? Have you…?” I shake my head, unable to voice my question.
“I do and I have. Interested?”
“I don’t know. You enjoy it?”
“Giving and receiving.” He taps his screen and the scene changes to one man climbing on top of the other and guiding the man’s large cock inside him. “This. Look at this, Farns.”
We watch the action together, one man bucking wildly on top of the other, stroking his cock while the man on his back says very dirty things to him.
“Bottoming is my favorite,” Borja says softly, so close his breath warms my face. “I can’t describe how amazing it is to be completely filled in that way.”
I turn and look at him, swallowing past my dry throat.
