“I know. It’s just really hard,” he said. “So, how’s the adoption going?” He changed the subject. He wanted to talk about Rory, but it felt repetitive. Everyone gave their advice and nothing more would come of just rehashing it.
“It’s going great.” Sarah’s face lit up. “We didn’t want to say anything yet, but we are supposed to pick him up at the end of this month. His name is Michael, but he goes by Mikey, he’s four, and he is the most adorable kid.”
She pulled out a picture. A small blond boy with large round blue eyes stared back at the camera. His clothes hung on his thin frame.
“He’s so cute,” Bernard said.
“We’re setting up his room now. He’ll have a bed, toys, and everything he needs. I’m so excited.”
“That’s amazing,” Bernard said. “I’m so happy for you two. You’re going to make wonderful parents.”
“Thank you.” She beamed.
“So, what are you going to do about work?”
“I’ve put in for a leave of absence for a year. I’ll stay home with him and take care of him. Once he starts school next year, I can go back part time.”
“I’m gonna miss my carpool buddy, but I understand.”
“You’ll be fine.”
Bernard bit into his food. The juice slid down his throat. Rich salty beef mixed with the warm cheese and onions. The combination produced a perfect cheesesteak.
“This is fantastic,” Bernard said. “I’m glad we came here.”
“It is superb.”
They finished up their meal and headed back to the office. In three weeks, Bernard would make the trip alone. He and Sarah had been making this trip together for over five years. They’d missed a few trips here and there. Now, he’d have to do it alone for a year. Talking to her was therapeutic.
“Hey, Bernard?” A voice at his door woke him from his dreamlike state.
“Hey, Rich,” Bernard said. “What can I do for you?”
Rich stood in a well-fitted tan suit. It emphasized his muscular build. Rich was a strict boss. He valued hard work and dedication. He was genuine and kind to all his employees and everyone liked him.
“I’m just coming to check on you,” he said.
“Oh. Did someone say something?”
Sweat permeated Bernard’s pits. He was out to four of his coworkers. Rich was not one of them. If anyone asked, he wouldn’t lie, but he’d rather keep his personal life under wraps.
“Not at all,” he said. “May I sit down?”
Bernard indicated an empty chair. His mouth dried out. He tried to swallow, but nothing came. He grabbed his coffee and took a sip.
Rich shut the door. He sat across from Bernard with his infectious smile.
“So, to what do I owe the pleasure?” Bernard managed.
“I’ve just noticed you acting differently, and I wanted to check on you.”
“I’m fine.”
Rich raised an eyebrow. “I don’t think you are. Do you need some time off?”
“No, I’m saving my time for a nice vacation next summer.”
“Okay, but if you need time off, let us know. I’m sure we can find someone to cover your caseload while you’re out.”
