“I’ll be right back! I promise!” I was practically pantingnow.
“You have two minutes,” he warned and let mego.
I quickly hoppedoff the bed and practically ran to the bathroom foremphasis.Goddamn,hewasa lightsleeper.
After finallytaking care of business, which was far more difficult to managewith my wrists bound together, I still had a minute left and washedmy hands before trotting back toward the bed. I saw Darren sittingup against the pillows, his hands folded behind his head as hewaited for me to return.
“Can’t sleep without me?” I asked him with sticky sweetsarcasm.
“Not when I have another need thatrequiressatisfying.”He smirked.
That stopped me inmy tracks. I was really hoping we could just go back tosleep.
“Come here, Jaden,” he commanded as he sensed myhesitation.
A slight wave ofanxiety came over me as I picked my feet up and headed back over tohim. Cautiously, I crawledonthe bed, which was a little difficult with the cuffs aroundmy wrist still activated. I sat back on my heels and waited for hisnext command.
“Spread those pretty little thighs for me,” he ordered, hissmug white smile hard to avoid in thedarkness.
I hesitated foronly a second, but I slowly parted my thighs. He then reached overand placed two fingers just on the inside of my right thigh. Myheart rate spiked at his touch as he slowly moved his fingers upand down the inside of my leg. I rested my hands against mystomach, trying to keep my breathing at a minimum, grateful for thedarkness that immersed us.
Back and forth,his fingers glided across my skin and with each stroke, came closerand closer to the impending true desire. I bit my lip, fightingback the urge to smack his hand away as he brought my skin to aburning sensation. His fingers found their way to thejunctureofmy thighs,brushing against my outer lips, and I couldn’t hide the shudderthat wasinvoluntarilypulled from his touch.
It didn’t takelong for my body to betray me as it started to react exactly theway Darren was invoking. As his fingers dipped into my slit, asharp breath left my mouth and I bit down harder on my lip tosuppress it. My heart was pounding away inside my chest and mybreathing slowly turned into pants. His strokes were smooth andsoft as he traced my folds, his fingers becoming slick with mybody’s desire. Damn him. My head and my heart were screaming no,but my body was like athirteen-year-oldat a Justin Bieber concert screaming yes,yes!
“That’s my girl,” Darren approved. “So wet and somine.”
I knew thateventually I would have to fall to the whims of my body and plummetto Hell’s desire if I ever wanted Darren to trust me, even thoughthat seemed impossible now. Eventually, I would have to show himthat I wanted him—that I wanted his touch—so he would think he hadconquered another part of me I had refused to surrender. My sexualdesires would be the easiest one.
I let my head fallback and pretended it was Jason touching me, enjoying the thoughtof finally being with him again. If I was going to do this sober,that was the only way I could get through this without ripping myown skin off in disgust.
And then Darrenshoved the blankets down, revealing his throbbing erection as itbobbed back and forth ready for action. “Hop on up here, hot stuff.I want to see how well you can ride,” he mused, smacking his hipfor emphasis.
Ugh…
Tentatively andwith shaky limbs, I slowly climbed on top of him and straddled hiships. I really didn’t want to do this, but I needed to let go ofthe things I couldn’t change. The only thing I could control atthis point was how I dealt with it.
I rested myentrance on the head of hiscockand placed my still cuffed hands on the bulk of his massivebare chest. Slowly and grateful for his patience, I slid myselfdown his shaft until I sat down as far as I could, leaving out onlyan inch of him. He filled my core to the brink, almostuncomfortably, but I knew as soon as I relaxed, my body wouldadjust to his size.
“Oh yeah, baby, that’s good,” he breathed as he placed hishands on my hips. I shuddered from his grip onmyskinbuttried to relax as he started pulling me up and down along his dick.I slowly pumped my thighs to keep up with his pace,tryingtolet the pleasure flowfrom me. He was slow at first, thankfully, allowing me time toadjust to his girth as he slid in and out of me, but it didn’t takelong before he started to increase his own speed, and I felt thefull force of him.
I let my head rollback, forcing myself to relax into his thrusts, and managed to findsome level of enjoyment. I felt his hands trace up the sides of mybody and eventually palm my breasts, circling my nipples with histhumbs and sending little jolts of electricity to my clit. Mybreath came in and out as sharp little gasps while he pounded intome and I leaned back to accommodate more of his dick, resting mystill cuffed hands behind my head for support. The heat in my bodywas rising, my core tightening around his cock, and before Irealized what was happening, Darren had me flipped over on my backand had pressed all of himself slowlyintome.
“Look at me, Jaden,” he groaned againstme.
I was breathingheavy now, but I forced my eyes to meet his only to close them ashe dipped low to press his lips to mine. The kiss was hard andall-consuming as our lips moved together, our tongues intertwiningwith the other as he brought his hands to my neck and face. Hiskisses trailed from my mouth,alongmy jawline, and down my neck, all thewhile still lightly pulling out and slamming backintome. His kisses were soft and gentle, andthey made my skin come alive under his lips.
After so muchviolence, hopelessness, and rage, all I wanted at this very momentwas to feel good. I wanted to forget where I was, who I was, andwhat I was, and all I had to do was allow myself. If I wanted tomake it through this, some connections needed severing, even if itwas only temporary. No matter the damage, bridges could always berebuilt.
I could feel myblood rushing through my veins as the promise of release started torise, and I really needed a release. A moan slipped past my lips asDarren increased his speed and I found my hands itching to hold onto something. He then moved his elbows and rested themjustabovemy shoulders,still locking me in, but now, all I could see was his ripplingchest bobbing back and forth.
“Mine,” he growled into my ear as he nipped at my earlobe withhis teeth, and it caused my heart to flutter accompanied withslight traces of fear.
Being possessed bysomeone of his stature was not something to be taken lightly and mypride would have to find someone else tobitchtobecause there was noway it could compete with him. If I wanted my pride to remainintact, I would have to keep ithidden.Otherwise, Darren wouldchew it up and spit it out.
Moments later, Icould feel the sensation of my impending orgasm building as my coretightened around his cock and another moan of pleasure slipped frommy lips. Darren then grabbed my cuffed wrists and pinned them abovemy head.
“Not yet, Jaden. Don’t you darecome.Not until I tell youto.”
