Seeing just how into it he is, I realize I want nothing more in this moment than to feel him inside of me.
“Get inside me then.”
Giving me his half-grin, he says, “As my woman commands.”
With a thrust, I’m filled to the brim. He starts moving in and out slowly at first, going almost all the way out of me and slamming back in. I know words spew out of me, but I have no idea what. He picks up speed and moves my knees closer to my chest, hitting me in another spot where another orgasm builds as he quickens even more.
“Baby, I’m close. Please tell me you are too.”
Panting I can barely get out, “Close, so close.”
He moves a finger to barely touch my clit, and it sets me off in a shaking, mumbling mess. I swear I see stars. In the middle of my shaking orgasm, Juan shouts out, “Fuck, baby! Fuck!”
He lands on top of me for a second, kissing me, before moving to my side.
“I know that was quick, baby, but fuck, that’s the best I’ve ever had. Let me rest. Believe me, I’m going to want to take my time with you.”
Smiling and with a bit of self-consciousness creeping in, I realize we’re on top of the blankets and did this all with the lights on. Feeling the need to cover up, I move to put my bra back in place.
“Baby, what are you doin’? I’m not even close to being done with you tonight.”
Trying not to completely freak out and simultaneously cover my stomach, my voice comes out higher than I intend. “We just did it with the lights on and on top of the covers!” He looks at me like I’ve grown a second head.
“Well, yeah, baby. I want to see all of you and savior every inch. I didn’t even notice about the blanket… wait, are you telling me you’ve only ever done it in the dark and under the covers?”
Feeling completely embarrassed at my pathetic experience, I cover my eyes before nodding at Juan.
“Yes! I haven’t been with anyone in quite a few years and when I was, they always insisted on the lights off. Half the time my bra or top stayed on.”
I can feel him moving next to me.
“Baby, baby, baby.” He grabs my hands and pulls them away from my face.
“Baby, open your eyes.”
I open one then the other. He’s just inches from my face.
“I know I speak for Ror and J in this, and we don’t care about what happened before us.We want you.We want to see all of you and have no intention of ever hiding you. We’re all very attracted to you and your body and want to explore all of it. I can tell you’re freaking out and that’s the last thing I want. So this is what we’re going to do. I’m going to get up and let Tyger out back. You get yourself comfortable here, however you want that to be. When I get back, I want you to show me these books you read.”
He gives me a soft, lingering kiss, gets up and puts his boxers on. He heads out of the bedroom, calling Tyger.
Well, shit. I really didn’t want to ruin what we just did. It was amazing and I do want to do it again as soon as possible. He obviously liked what he saw ’cause he most definitely saw everything and didn’t need it dark to have sex. Knowing I’m not brave enough to sit here naked, I decide to compromise by pulling the blankets down, crawling between the sheets, and only just pulling the cups of my bra up. I’m still practically naked.
Scolding myself to get out of my head, I see Tyger walk into the room and head straight to his bed. Juan is right behind him.
“So, apparently I’m okay if Jon ain’t here. Stubborn dog.”
Juan
Hearing Jane giggle at my comment about Tyger catches my attention. Seeing her sitting in bed with just her bra on feels like a small victory. Her freakout a few minutes ago reminds me that she’s got walls up that she doesn’t even realize she has. I still can’t believe the guys insisted they had to do it in the dark. She must have dated some serious assholes.
“Why do you want to know what I read?”
“’Cause I want to know what these book boyfriends you’ve got have. Plus, I want to know about everything that interests you, baby.” She reaches over to her nightstand, grabs her tablet, and sets it in her lap. She doesn’t open it. She looks up at me biting her lip. I swear her eyes could get me to say yes to almost anything.
“I didn’t ruin everything we just did with my freakout, did I?” This woman, I swear, overthinks what she thinks are flaws in herself way too much.
“Baby, first off, I’m still here, ain’t I? Second, that was one of the best moments of my life and one I plan to repeat at least once, maybe twice more tonight. You’re really stuck with me now, so get used to it.” I try to get her out of her head.
