Prologue
1985
Erik
I don’t even know what to think. I’ve been friends with these guys since my sophomore year in high school, if not earlier, and I agreed to start our club with them. I have never been more sure of two things in my life. One is that I definitely don’t belong up the mountain with my parents and their group. The other is how much I trust my friends and their being there for me if I ever need them. But this, this isn’t even something I saw coming.
Sitting here, in my backyard with Grant, having a fire and talking about everything and nothing at the same time. We’ve hung out alone countless times before, but this time is different. I dunno why now things have changed, but they have. There’s something about him, something I never noticed before.
Maybe ‘cause he just leaned over and kissed me, and it was the most explosive kiss I’ve ever had. I know, I know. I’m nineteen, but I have kissed four girls before, so I do have some experience. I never thought I looked at himthat way. That kiss, though, and the feeling of his hands holding my face, I know enough to admit I want that again.
Shit.He’s looking at me worried. Maybe ‘cause I haven’t spoken a word in the last two minutes since he kissed me,dumbass.
“Did I just fuck things up? Did I read things wrong between us?” Grant looks like he’s about to lose it.
I have to fucking say something besides shaking my head. “No, you didn’t fuck things up. Was I surprised? Yeah. Had I ever thought of kissing you before? No, I hadn’t, but do I wanna do it again?” Instead of answering with words, I lean in and kiss him. This kiss is just as electric as the first.
He eventually breaks the kiss and leans his forehead against mine. “I’ve wanted to kiss you for a while but was scared I’d fuck up our friendship.”
I can’t help but grin. “I think our friendship is solid enough. I don’t know what the fuck we’re doing, but I know I want more ifit’s like that kiss. That was…that was fucking amazing.” I can tell that makes Grant happy as he smiles back at me. If I’m honest, his smile is fucking sexy as all get out.
The moment is broken by the sound of the sliding glass door opening. We both jump back from each other and look to see who’s coming out. Right now, I both love and hate my sister. Walking out with a tray of something are both Linnea and Grant’s sister, Gretta. They both look at us for the first time since the door opened, Linnea speaking up first. “I was right. Last time Mamma went to the store, she got the stuff to make s’mores. It is gonna be a good night.”
I can’t help but look back over at Grant and smile a little. “You’re right. Itisa good night.”
Grant
It’s been a couple of weeks since I first kissed Erik, and we’ve had a few stolen moments together since then. I swear our sisters and friends are the biggest cockblocks known to man. Every time we start to move past kissing, someone interrupts us. Thankfully, today’s going to be fucking different. It’s Saturday morning, so neither of us has to work. His mom is up the mountain this weekend, and his sister is doing something at the school. I think it has to do with prom. He called me as soon as he was up and told me to come over when I wanted to. I’m dyingfor us to do more. Every time I see the little dimple on his right cheek, I want to lick it…and that makes me want to lick a lot more than his cheek. I don’t think I slept much last night. I was filled with too much anticipation for this morning.
As soon as he called, I got ready to leave, but my drunk-ass mom made me make her breakfast first, so it took longer than I wanted to get out of the house. At least I know his sister should be gone for a while. I get on my ride and head over there. I barely remember to turn off the bike when I get to his house, almost running up the walk to the door. I don’t even have a chance to knock before it opens, and Erik grabs me by my hand and pulls me into the house and down the hallway toward his room. His room, which I’ve been in plenty of times before, but this time takes on a whole new meaning. He pulls me, and I get a second to look at him. I notice he’s only wearing a pair of jeans. He’s shirtless and barefoot, and… fuck me, the way his hair is tousled is just…sexy as fuck.
“I fucking overslept and was going to drop Linnea off, but she said she’d just walk instead. I’ve never been more fucking grateful for her being so independent in my life.”
He pulls me into his room and closes the door behind him. I push him up against the door and kiss the lips I’ve been missing these last few days. The kiss deepens quickly, and I can feel myself getting as hard as can be within seconds. After a couple of minutes, Erik breaks the kiss. Between heavy breathing, he looksme in the eyes and smiles. “Morning to you, too.” I can’t help but chuckle. “Morning back. I would’ve been here sooner, but I had to deal with the drunk one.” I kiss him again ‘cause I can. I want to feel out what he wants to do or is comfortable with. I accepted a couple of years ago that I was attracted equally to women and men, but I know this is all new to him. I don’t want to push him for more than he’s ready for. He steps back from me and looks me up and down. “I think you’re wearing too many clothes. We need to change that.”
Before I take my shirt off, I move us back to his bed. When the back of his knees hit his bed, he sits. I’ve been dreaming about kissing him down his chest since before our first kiss. I nudge his shoulder to have him lie down. “I need to do something I’ve been thinking about since the first time I kissed you.” He has heat in his eyes. I also see a little hint of anxiousness, which doesn’t surprise me. I lean over him and give him another kiss, slowly moving over to kiss his neck, continuing down his body, licking each of his nipples. It sends chills all over his body, so I suck on one of them.
“Oh fuck! Yes! Oh…”
Good to know playing with his nipples appears to be a big turn-on for him.
I continue down his chest. With his lighter hair, I never noticed the trail he has going from his belly button down. I love his body. He doesn’t have a six-pack, but you can tell he’s fit and workshard. The sounds coming from him are making my cock harder than it’s ever been, and it’s trying to bust through the zipper of my jeans. I know what I want to do next, but I’ve got to give myself some relief. I move off of him and onto my knees on the floor between his legs. I undo the button on my jeans and unzip them, pulling out my cock to give myself a chance not to blow the first moment I take Erik’s pants off. I reach up and move to unbutton his pants but wait till I see his head nod ever so slightly. I unbutton and lower the zipper as quickly as possible and pull his jeans down just a little, his boxers with them. His hard cock is free and bounces up to attention. I immediately see the glisten of precum. Unable to hold off any longer, I wrap my hand around his thick base and run my hand up and down a couple of times. He almost jumps off the bed.
“Oh fuck! Oh…Oh…fuck yes…ohh.”
I love how vocal he is. The steady stream of precum is teasing me, and I can’t handle it anymore. Keeping the rhythm up with my hand, I lick the tip once before taking him into my mouth. He’s thick and a decent length, so I work my hand as I take him into my mouth, getting a rhythm going. His steady stream of groans and moans has my cock leaking, and I’m so close to coming I can feel the tingle starting.
Fuck, he’s so into it, I’m not going to last. Right as the first wave of my orgasm hits me, he shouts, “Oh fuck! I’m coming!” I keep going as his cum fills my mouth. I can see this becoming oneof my favorite things to do. After I swallow everything, I look up and see he’s breathing heavily with his arm draped over his head. Looking around, I see a towel and grab it, cleaning myself off after taking care of Erik. I lie down next to him and look over at him, unsure what to say.
He turns his head toward me and gives me a smile. “That was amazing. Give me a minute, and I’d like to take care of you, too.” I lean over and kiss him. “We might have to wait a little longer than that. I came when you did.” He lets out a surprised chuckle. “How did I not even notice you were touching yourself?”
I can’t help but shrug my shoulders. “‘Cause I wasn’t. Just getting you off set me off. What can I say? I might have been thinking about this for the last couple of weeks. I was a tad fucking excited. Sue me.”
He keeps lightly chuckling as he sits up. “Well, while we wait, want something to drink?” I nod and watch his fine ass as he gets up and moves over to the door. He’s gone for a couple of minutes before the door opens, and he walks in with a couple of soda pops in his hand. I sit up and reach out to take the one he hands me. He sits down, and before he can even open his drink, there’s a banging on the front door.
“What the fuck?”
I hear Jonah’s voice call out, “Linnea! You here?” Erik hurries to his door. Luckily, he threw on a shirt before he got us drinks. I stand up to follow him ‘cause I can hear the panic in Jonah’svoice. Erik goes through the door to the hallway.“What the fuck, brother? What’s goin’ on?”
