I need more access to him, so I work on shoving off his flannel, though I know he still has more clothes on. Why are there moreclothes? Ben breaks the kiss and sits up, taking off his flannel and Henley, showing me for the first time the deliciousness that is his tattoo-covered barrel chest and broad shoulders. He doesn’t have a six-pack but you can tell he’s solid and has some serious strength. “You are way too overdressed, Doc. Let’s fix that because I’m dying for my treat.”
He climbs off the bed and makes quick work of taking off my boots and leggings. I sit up to take my top and bra off at the same time, leaving me in only my panties. “Oh, fuck me. You’re more gorgeous than I imagined, Kimbra.” My cheeks turn bright red. I’m only momentarily focused on that till I notice Ben is down to his boxers. It should be illegal to look that good when you’re over forty-five. Yummy. He’s my own personal eye candy, man crush, silver fox, and spank bank material all rolled into one. He stalks toward me on the bed and moves my knees apart. “I’ve been picturing this moment with you since the second I met you. Time for what I have a feeling will soon be my very favorite dessert ever.” Deciding not to freak out about Ben seeing my extra padding, stretch marks, and other bits that I don’t like about myself, I want what he’s offering more than my next breath. “Well, come take what you want, Mathis.”
He takes my panties and tries to rip them off, only they just pull, not ripping at all. He pulls again, and nothing even sounds like it rips. I can’t help but chuckle. Books sure make it seem like all panties tear with barely a pull. Ben hangs his head.“It seemed like a good idea, but fuck if that’s gonna deter me any. You’re offering me dessert for one, and I am smart enough not to get dissuaded.” He pulls down my panties in one swift move. He kisses me, starting at my knee and working his way up. The anticipation is killing me, and I’m dying to feel him. I move to lean up a little to watch his slow move up my leg, but he surprises me by licking my slit and finding his way right away. “Oh God! Oh yeah!” He pauses. I need another lick, but a finger finds my entrance and starts at a slow and steady pace. “Not God, Kimbra, just your man, Mathis. You taste amazing. Definitely my new favorite dessert.”
His tongue goes back to work, and holy shit, I think it’s better than my rose bud battery-operated friend. His tongue is moving fast, and his finger is keeping a slow and steady rhythm. I’m about to scream in frustration when my orgasm rushes through me. “OH…yesssssssss! Oh my!” My body shakes slightly when I hear him mumble, “That’s one.” Wait, does he really think he’ll get more than one out of me? “I’ve never come more than once, not even by myself.” He kisses the crease of my hip, and in his deep voice, he vows, “Oh, sweetheart. That’s a challenge I will gladly accept. To be the first one to make that happen for you…means even more to me.”
The feel of his beard on my thighs is a sensation I could get used to. Lordy be, why don’t women mention how good that feels? You add that to his tongue and the way he moves his fingers…I’mgonna end up being jigglier than the molecular makeup of Jello, whatever that is.
His tongue moves again, only this time it’s going at a glacial pace, and he adds a second finger. He moves them faster, creating a completely different sensation combination than before. Holy fuck. He’s like an orgasm whisperer. He’s a freaking genius. Whatever moans and groans are coming out of me are completely out of my control, and the only thing I know is something big is building inside of me. This one starts at the tip of my fingers and hits me like a bomb going off. I know I let out a scream that might have woken the neighbors if mine ever seemed to be home. My body shakes in the aftershock.
I’m still trying to see without stars in my eyes when Ben comes into view. “That’s two. The third I want to feel while inside of you.” Oh man, he’s an animal. Ben chuckles. Shit, I must’ve said that out loud. “No animal, Doc, just a man who’s completely turned on by his woman.” His woman? See, I’m in so much trouble, and I think I’m okay with that…Maybe.
Ben
Watching her come apart with that last orgasm has me teetering on the edge. I need inside her now. “I need to fuck you, Doc, but first I need to ask—” She interrupts me. “I can’t get pregnant. I had my tubes tied when I had Bailey.” A tiny part of me is sad,but most of me is fine with that. Neither of us is that young anymore.
“I’m fine with still wearing a condom if you want. I did get tested when I first met you and am clean, but it’s up to you and your comfort level.” She looks at me, and I could drown in her eyes for the rest of my life.Holy shit.Focus, man. “I got tested when I filed for divorce since I don’t know how many people…anyway, I’m clean, too. Let’s not worry about the condoms.” I kiss her lips because she doesn’t know how special that makes this. “I’ve never in all my years been with a woman without a condom. You’ll be my first. Years ago I wasn’t ready to…anyway, I think you being first is the universe telling me something and I’m definitely listening this time.”
“Then let’s not wait another moment. I want to feel you, Mathis.” When she calls me that, it does something that I can’t describe, but I don’t ever want to stop feeling it. “This may not be as slow as I’d like it, but you’ve got me on edge, and it ain’t gonna take much…” She squeezes my arm. “I don’t need slow. I’m not a virgin. We’ve got time for slow later. I need to feel you.”
I nod because more words just ain’t gonna happen right now. I line up and enter her in one move. “You feel fucking amazing.”
“Holy hell, you're bigger than I thought.” The urge to chuckle is there, and I can honestly say that’s never been the case with anyone I’ve been with before. It’s refreshing. Yes, I’m trying tomake myself last longer because that tingling sensation is sitting right there, ready to pounce.
I move at a faster pace as it’s getting to the point where I can’t return. I can feel she’s getting close, but I want her to come before I do, so I reach down and rub my thumb on her clit as I continue to fuck her faster and faster. She screams out as she shakes with her third orgasm of the night, and that sends mine rushing forward. I come with a roar. “Ahhhhh! FFUUCCKK!” Feeling her and coming inside her with nothing between us is a feeling I don’t think I’ll ever tire of. I move to the side so I don’t collapse on her and try to catch my breath. Looking at her, I’ve never seen a woman more beautiful than she is at this very moment. I kiss her once, twice. “You alright, Doc?” Kimbra gifts me with one of her big smiles. “I am. Don’t ask me to walk anytime soon, but I’m fucking great. I hope you weren’t teasing about spending most of this weekend in bed because after that, I’m totally and completely on board with that plan.” I kiss her one more time. “I think we’re definitely going to have to stick with that plan. Give me a few, and we can go again.”
This weekend turned into one I’ll remember for a long damn time.
CHAPTER FOUR
In today’s shop conversations, I heard Jameson say to Rory about Juan… In this world there are smart people and good people. Your brother is a very good guy. That’s one of the best backhanded compliments I think I’ve heard.
~Text from Ben to Kimbra~
Ben
It’s been a hell of a week, and it’s only Thursday morning. After an amazing weekend where Kimbra and I got to spend it alone and exploring each other, our week turned hectic. She had a booked week and had to cover some appointments for a doctor who was out with the flu. I’ve been at the shop all week because the flu bug has gone through the kids, and now Mario and another tech are at home sick.
I’m just finishing up an oil change on a vehicle when my phone rings. Wiping my hands clean, I look at my phone and see it’s Kimbra calling me, which immediately has me on edge as she only ever texts during the day between patients. “Hey, you.What’s going on?” I can hear the panic in her voice. “Bentley got into trouble at school. Apparently, he hit a kid because they were bullying a girl who’s his friend. He’s been suspended for the rest of today and tomorrow. I already have patients and am beyond overbooked, Brian’s got two surgeries, and Ms. Elenore is out of town. I don’t—” I interrupt her. “Can you call the school and tell them I’m going to pick him up? He can come back here and work in the office on schoolwork, or we can get him cleaning or something. I mean, if you’re okay that he’s with me.” I hear her take a deep breath. “He’s met you and knows you, and I’m fine with you getting him. I trust you.” That goes straight to my gut. “Doc, you saying that means more than you know.” We work out the details, and she tells me she’ll text me when I’m good to go pick him up. As soon as we hang up, I go into the office and look for Pres. I find him going through paperwork at his desk. “You know, I thought with Kierstie working a couple days a week and Shandy working here, paperwork would be a thing of the past, but I’ll be damned if I can’t get away from all of it. Is there something I can do for ya?”
I nod. “Yeah, Kimbra…Dr. Hargrave just called me. Her middle kid, Bentley, got suspended for hitting a bully and defending his friend. She is slammed and can’t go get him, same with his dad. Her usual daycare option is out of town, so I told her I could get him. I also said I could bring him back here to either do schoolwork or clean in the shop. If I misspoke, then I’m gonnahave to take the rest of the day off.” Jon shakes his head at me. “You can bring the kid here. Hell, if he was defending a friend from a bully, maybe we need to buy him a burger for lunch. How old is he?” I look at Jon and smile. “He’s nine, but he’s super smart. I’m pretty sure he’s a little genius.” Jon smiles. “Good, maybe he could teach some of the guys out there something. You and she must be getting serious if you’re getting to know her kids.” I nod. “Yeah, I’m serious about her. She’s something special, and her kids I’m getting to know, but they are all pretty fucking awesome.” Jon gives me a grin. “Good thing you’re bringing them to family day then ‘cause you know if you didn’t, Jane would hunt you down and question you for hours.” He ain’t wrong. My phone buzzes with a text.
Kimbra: School is all set for you to pick him up. Thank you again. I know you might want to spoil him, but he needs to learn not to turn things physical at school.
Me: Doc, what he did was what a good man would do. You know that.
Kimbra: Fine. Don’t spoil him too much, though, please? He can’t keep getting suspended like this.
Me: I won’t. Pres said I can put him to work next to me here.
Kimbra: He’s going to like that. Okay, but no ice cream or treats! Thank you, Mathis.
Me: Anytime, Doc.
She sends me a text with the details and the address of the school. I head out to my truck to go get my assistant for the day.
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