But I couldn’t.
Mostly because this felt right. It feltgood. There was so much emotion caught up in this embrace, so much history, so muchwant.
His kiss turned molten against my mouth, his tongue distracting me from his movements below. All I could do was breathe him in, let him devour me, submit to his dominance, and just…exist.
It was freeing.
Liberating.
Enlightening.
I’d never felt so cherished and protected before, his strength surrounding me in a way that left no doubt as to his claim.
He’s going to bite me,I marveled, excited to feel his teeth in my flesh. To experience his possession.Oh, but first… first he’s going to knot me…
My core clenched, my body primed and ready for his erotic claim.
Stars, this was better than anything I’d ever experienced before, better than the intense pleasures brought on by my heat cycle.
And it was because of Cillian being inside me. My chosen mate. The Alpha of my dreams.
“You feel incredible,” he said against my mouth. “Fuck, I want to stay here forever, never leave the warmth of your sweet, tight pussy.”
He drew my bottom lip into his mouth and nibbled it lightly, then released my hand to palm my breast.
“I want to mark every damn inch of you,” he went on. “Cover you in my seed, then parade you around in front of all those other Alphas, just so they know you’re mine.”
His mouth went to my neck, his teeth sinking into my pulse.
Only, he didn’t break the skin, just bit down hard enough to leave an imprint.
Or maybe it would bruise.
I didn’t care. I loved this possessive side of him, his dark words, his intimate vows.
“I’m going to bite you here,” he whispered. “Then again on each tit.” He tweaked my nipple as he uttered the threat. “And finally between your legs. I’m going to fucking claim every part of you, Vana. And then you’re going to do the same to me.”
His palm slid up to my throat, his thumb tracing my jaw as he returned his lips to mine.
“I want you to bite my knot, then suck my cock.” The words resembled a wicked demand against my mouth, his dark eyes intense. “You’re going to own me, Vana. Every fucking inch. And I’ll reward you by coming down your pretty little throat.”
I shuddered, his dirty words undoing me. “Gods, Cillian…”
“Just Cillian,” he reminded me, his hips thrusting forward to punctuate his words. “YourCillian.”
My core tensed around him, his words striking a chord inside me. I loved that he was mine. Now I wanted to behis. “Please, Cillian. Give me your knot.Please.”
He nipped my lower lip. “Always telling me what to do,” he mused, laving the indent he’d just left on my mouth. “Fuck, you’re perfect, macushla. So damn perfect.”
His tongue silenced any sort of reply I could have made, his hands roaming down my sides. I jolted as he grabbed my hips, my legs squeezing him as he took control of my lower half.
A strangled sound escaped me as he started to pound into me, his cock going impossibly deeper.
Stars, I’d thought he’d been fucking me before. But no. That had been tender compared to this. A slow introduction of his power and prowess.
This…thiswas Cillian taking charge and unleashing his beast. This was an Alpha taking his chosen Omega. This was…rapturous bliss.
I bowed off the bed, my body his to command. And my mouth opened to receive his dominating tongue.