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The wives were too wise to ask, What difference does it make?
In the great scheme of things, exactly how Bernard had died didn’t matter. Dead was dead, and their world had changed irrevocably.
But in the minds of the Radford men, uncertainty had to be put to rest. Moreover, solving the puzzle would settle one’s mind.
“I could forgive him more easily, had it been purely an accident,” Father said. “But this is so like his stupidity and arrogance. He should never have mounted a horse—any horse, for any purpose—when deeply intoxicated. He couldn’t think clearly at the best of times. Naturally he’d overestimate his skill and underestimate his weight. We ought to be grateful he didn’t maim or kill his horse, or any innocent bystanders.”
“However it happened, I’m very sorry,” Clara said, her voice clear and level. “I’d hoped he’d marry the lady and would be happy, and she would make something of him.”
Everyone looked at her, and Radford was startled to discover his throat was closing and his eyes itched. Grief? Over Bernard?
No, no. It was the shock, that was all. If anything, the grief was a perfectly rational one, for the life he was about to lose. His career, especially. Clara understood—the look she’d sent him! It was selfish of him, yes, to repine the loss of his career when he would gain so much. Yet he was human, and even normal and less selfish human beings resented having their plans disrupted.
He felt grief, too, for his father, whom he’d wanted to shield from Bernard and the others, from the dukedom’s problems and demands.
And yet—here was the madness and the difficulty of it—Radford was pleased for his bride. He would be able to give her the life she ought to have and was always meant for.
She went on, “What you told me about him led me to believe he had potential to be better than he had been. And then there were the gifts.”
Radford could barely make sense of what she said. He was preoccupied with wrestling his emotions into submission.
“I know it will seem a small thing,” she said, “but it seemed to me he had taste or at least cared enough to charge somebody with taste to choose our wedding gifts. Generous choices, too. And such beautiful things. The tea and coffee service, with scenes from the Odyssey. You said it might have been a private joke, because you’d provoked him with quotations from Homer once upon a time.”
Radford came back to the moment, and his mind painted a vivid picture of the wedding gifts. He’d briefly wondered at the extravagant choice, and allowed for the possibility, slim though it was, that Bernard had softened a degree. Perhaps he was, if not in love, in unusually good humor on account of his new lady.
“And the Sèvres, with the Olympians,” Clara said.
Apart from the brief and quickly forgotten surmise about motives and state of mind, Radford had not, in fact, given the wedding gifts much thought, except to wonder where they would put everything. Now he considered the splendid gifts Bernard had sent, when he had every reason to send nothing at all to a distant cousin who, in his view, had never done anything but bother him.
Dear little Raven . . . Why, Raven’s got a sweetheart, what do you know?
Of all people, drunken Bernard had known.
He’d lent his traveling chariot and postilion for Radford’s hasty return to London. Could this have been the drunken boor’s way of expressing thanks, or at least appreciation, for his despised cousin’s coming to his rescue? Or had he found the idea of Raven having a sweetheart so hilarious, he’d encouraged it simply for the fun of the thing?
One would never know.
Radford gave a short laugh, though his irrational self wanted to weep. “He must have been deeply impressed when he learned I’d won a beautiful lady of high rank. He probably thought I did it through some lawyer’s trick. Very likely, the gifts were meant to be a consolation prize for you.”
“I thought it extremely generous of him,” she said, “considering he might have had me for himself, if not for your wicked lawyerly wiles.”
Radford explained to his parents his wife’s threat to marry Bernard.
“Did you, really?” Father said.
“Well done, my dear,” said Mother. “Men were ever obtuse, even otherwise keenly perceptive barristers.”
“Let us agree to give Bernard credit for generosity,” Father said. “Then we might say something good of the dead.”
“Let’s give him a little more credit,” Radford said. “Let’s say he chose with taste and a degree of—what—humor? Conceivably, even affection.”
He glanced at his father. He’d relaxed a few degrees. Interestingly, he was regarding Clara in the pleased way he used to look at his son when the youthful Oliver had demonstrated signs of intelligence.
The new duke sent for wine, and made a toast to Bernard. Being the superior lawyer he was, he made an elegant speech, which neatly balanced annoyance with Bernard for dying untimely, understanding of the way his upbringing and family life had deformed his character, and appreciation of his sense of humor. Perhaps it was puerile and boorish, Father said, but at least Bernard had one. This could not be said of many judges.
Then Father turned to Clara. “Well, my dear daughter,” he said, the dear startling everybody except her ladyship. “You were wiser than your parents thought. I’ve become the blasted Duke of Malvern, and you’ve married my heir, the Marquess of Bredon. Pray, try to keep his lordship from getting killed before he can inherit, will you, my lady?”
Of course Clara knew what to do. She doubted there was a better-prepared girl in all of England.
Her new family were in turmoil, as was to be expected when an earthquake had overthrown their world.
A lady is never ruffled, and she seeks to put those about her at ease.
First order of business, therefore: Restore calm.
She’d boldly tackled the Bernard issue, and the family had responded well. Her father-in-law had regained his equanimity. Because his mind had been quieted, his wife’s was. Clara had seen, from the moment she’d met them, how deeply devoted Anne Radford was to her husband. Her daughters adored the gruff old man, as did their children.
Though she hadn’t spent a great deal of time with her, Clara hadn’t needed much to comprehend her mother-in-law’s character.
When they’d left the men to talk business, and retired to the more intimate surroundings of her boudoir, the lady confirmed Clara’s impression.
“Naturally, I’ll do my duty,” she said. “But you must understand, my dear, I’m sadly out of practice. By choice. I do not love the beau monde. They all turned their backs on me after the divorce, though they all knew I was the innocent party. My brute of a husband did not even want our daughters! I should have thought his eagerness to abandon them and drag all our names through the mire of a divorce would offer a hint to the world of the man’s nature . . .” She shook her head. “But no, do forgive me. I never meant to go over that old story. It’s an age now.”
“An elephant has fallen through the roof,” Clara said. “Our nerves are frayed. Even my husband displayed a discernible tremor of distress.”
“Ah, you noticed.” Her Grace tipped her head to one side to study her daughter-in-law. “You found a way to calm Oliver without saying irritating things like ‘Be calm, my dear. It is Fate.’ Or some such platitude.”
“I should commit a platitude only if I were very, very angry with him,” Clara said.
“Very wise.” Her mother-in-law looked away for a moment, then said, “It’s more than thirty years since that time. Now I’m a duchess, and all my old tormentors still alive will have to give way t
o me. But it makes no difference. I don’t want to return to that world. I’ve been so happy.” She paused briefly before going on, “Radford and I lived a quiet life even before he retired. He had his excitement in the courtroom, and I relished sitting in the gallery or hearing about it when he came home. I don’t wish to be a reclusive Duchess of Malvern, and hide in the country as the others did or were compelled to do. But the world will soon descend upon us, and I don’t want the world. I want to be with my husband. I do not think that so very unreasonable. He is not w—” Here her voice broke.
Clara said gently, “In your place, it’s where I should wish to be as well. But did he not say I was clever to marry Mr. Radford? Well, I say Mr. Radford was clever to marry me. You’re aware I was brought up to marry a duke.” She could hardly fail to be aware of it. Mama had been unable to resist mentioning the subject. Repeatedly. “I shall be happy to do as much or as little as you choose, in the way of making your life as you wish it to be.”
Her Grace gazed at her for a moment, and her eyes misted. But she, too, had been born and bred a lady. She blinked back the tears and, to Clara’s surprise—for this lady had always seemed a trifle aloof—leaned toward her and took her hand.
“I had doubts, I admit,” she said. “I feared you and Oliver would have a difficult time of it. Disparity of rank is no little problem. But I know you truly care for him and he cares for you, and you are a good, kind girl.” She slid her hand away and sat back with a smile. “And so I thank you for your offer, and promise to take full advantage of your goodness, kindness, and youth. I believe I shall be exceedingly selfish and lazy and throw everything on your young shoulders, my dear.”
Now Clara had only to make sure Radford did the same.
That night
The talking continued through the afternoon, into evening, through dinner, and after it.
By the time they escaped to their apartments, Radford was done with discussing.
As soon as he’d closed the door he pulled Clara into his arms and fell back against it. He kissed her, and perhaps it was a desperate kiss. His trouble wasn’t the dukedom and the avalanche of work to come with it. He could deal with that. It was losing time with her that made him wild.
