“You had a hole on your dick, I got one on mine,” I said truthfully. Odin would know if I was lying, and it was better to give him a half-truth than a lie. “And he’s fucking sinful.”
Loki shuddered through his release, but he still gave me a stunning smile that made my balls draw closer to my body. His face tinted pink with a flush and his mouth was red and swollen from my kisses. He drove me crazy. He could drain my nuts a hundred times in one night and I could still come again.
“Where’s Loki?” I didn’t miss the tone in Odin’s voice, the suspicion that had the voice in my head warning me to be careful.
“He’s in the hotel room.” Still the truth.
Loki smothered a laugh behind his hand and rocked his hips forward again, my dick slipping out and back into his ass. I dug my feet deeper into the bed and continued to thrust upward into him. He clenched his eyes closed, riding with my movements until my world grew shaky and my orgasm rocked me hard. I clamped my teeth into my bottom lip until it was bleeding as I dumped my huge load into Loki’s tight hole. I groaned under my breath, a little less quiet now that Odin knew I was fucking someone. I didn’t flaunt it like him, though. There was nothing to prove.
“Done?” Odin asked in amusement.
I shuddered and dug my fingers into Loki’s hips, where bruises were already starting to form from our last fuck session. “Done.”
“Glad to see you’re having fun, son. I’ll leave you alone. Call me when you get into Washington and back to your hometown. I’ll be waiting.” He ended the call without a goodbye, and wariness seeped into me. Did he know it was Loki with me? No, he couldn’t. If he did, he would’ve promised to kick my ass.
Loki laughed when I ended the call, falling against my chest. His whole body shook. “We had sex while Odin was talking to you on the phone.”
I rolled my eyes and snorted. “I didn’t know you get turned on by that sort of thing.”
“I don’t. I just think it’s fucking hilarious. He had no idea that you were ramming your thick, delicious meat into his adopted son while he was talking to you.”
I shook my head and turned so Loki was on his back. Pulling out of his abused hole, I lay between his legs, and Loki’s spunk squished between our chests as I rested my weight on him. I kissed the corner of his mouth, then his lips. “You’ll get my ass shot one day, Loki Ward.”
“I would never.” He slapped my right ass cheek and ground his soft dick against me. “I like that ass just the way it is.”
“If Odin knew—”
“What does it matter? I’m an adult, Thor.” His expression changed, warping into anger. His eyes heated. “I’m not going to let Odin tell me who I can and can’t fuck. If you’re serious about me like Iknowyou are, you won’t care, either.”
I winced. I hated making Loki feel like I was only using him for his ass. That might have been the case to begin with, but he’d warmed my cold heart and broken down the wall I’d built to protect myself within the first few months of us having sex. Loki made me smile in a way no one else did, and his enjoyment of life rubbed off on me. I enjoyed being around him. He was sunshine on a dark, gray day. But going back to Washington… changed everything. I didn’t push hard enough for him to stay home because he was about to see what kind of person I really was. Tobias Langley wasn’t the man Loki had met, and I wouldn’t blame him if he ran in the opposite direction.
Loki frowned and cupped my cheek, brushing his thumb over my skin. “Talk to me.”
I shook my head and went to kiss him again, but he pressed his fingers to my mouth to stop me. “Loki….”
“What are you running from?” He traced the curve of my lips, touch gentle, like he thought he could coax the truth out of me that way.
I shifted, drawing myself away from him, and sat on the edge of the mattress, my elbows on my knees. Leaning forward, I sighed when he followed me, sitting behind my back and placing his palm between my shoulder blades. He’d find out the truth eventually, but until then, I wanted him to look at me the way he did now. With fascination, care, and excitement.
“I’m not talking about this with you.” Pain stabbed me in the chest as I thought about Andy and my family and friends. Loki would meet them tomorrow. He could hate me then, but I wanted him to love me, even only for tonight.
I rose, stalking across the motel room to the bathroom. He didn’t follow me, and I didn’t know if I was happy or sad about that. I took the time to shower, washing off the multiple loads of spunk until I was clean again. Closing my eyes, I leaned my head against the ugly brown tiles. The hot water cascaded down my back, a comforting heat on my sore and tired muscles.
Hands touched my hips, and I sighed happily. Hehadfollowed me. Loki cuddled up against my back, laying his cheek against my shoulder as he wrapped his arms around me.
“I’m not going anywhere. I might be a crazy motherfucker, Tobias, but I said I’m yours and you’re mine, and I meant it. My thirteen-year-old self wasn’t an idiot. He wanted to marry you for a good reason.”
The whispered words had tears stinging at my eyes and I rubbed at them angrily. Fuck that. I wasn’t going to cry. “You don’t know what I’ve done.”
“Tell me.” He kissed the top of my spine, fingers tickling over my chest in a light caress. “What happened to you?”
Grief stole my voice and I leaned against the wall again, screwing my eyes closed. “Nothing.”
Loki’s fingers trailed down my stomach and stopped just above my groin. He dipped a finger into my belly button and kissed across my skin before he rested his chin on my shoulder. “Whose funeral are we going to?”
“You don’t have to come,” I said sharply, straightening. Panic froze my insides. It was one thing for him to come into town with me, but it was something entirely different for him to go to the funeral. There would be many people who hated me, and they’d all be in one place. I didn’t want him to deal with that kind of poison.
“I want to. I’m here to support you, too, Tobias. I mean, yeah, I’d love more time to ride that delicious cock of yours, but I have your back.”
