“Fuck.” I rolled my head back, and he laid a line of kisses along my jaw before attacking my neck, right above my pulse point. His teeth grazed my skin, and I trembled as a rush of lust shot to my dick, causing it to jerk.
He tapped my shoulder when he leaned back, and I opened my eyes to look at him. He held up a condom wrapper that I hadn’t realized he’d pulled out with the lube. I exhaled, my nostrils flaring.
Finally, I shook my head. “I don’t want it. I need to feel you bare.”
He frowned, eyebrows burrowing low on his forehead.
“I know it’s dangerous, but I’m negative. There’s a clinic near a homeless shelter. They give out free tests and PrEP. I went there regularly. Like I said, I’m negative.”
He pursed his mouth and pointed at himself. “Same,” he mouthed. “Negative.”
“Good.” I smiled and gripped the back of his neck, dragging him down for another toe-curling kiss. “Then fuck me bare. I want to feel you leaking out of me.”
He shuddered against me, nuzzling my throat and licking a stripe up it. His dick nudged against me impatiently, and Imoaned. I wanted this more than I’d wanted anything. He was sexy as hell, his abs and pecs moving and stretching with the rocking of his hips as he slid his dick against my stomach.
I panted heavily as he sucked a spot on my neck hard enough to leave a hickey. His hand caressed my upper arm, the touch leaving behind goose bumps on my skin. Pleasure coiled low in my stomach, my balls growing heavier by the second. He was riling me up, and if he didn’t hurry, I’d explode. I had a quick turn around, and he’d get a taste of it if he didn’t stick his dick in soon.
I grabbed a handful of his hair and tugged it, and he hissed as I dragged his head back so I could slam my mouth against his. I sucked on his tongue, greedy for everything and anything he’d give me. Being homeless took away a lot of my sex drive, but Sam had reignited it, and the passion for him surged through my blood and heated up every one of my limbs.
My dick was the hardest it’d ever been and I yearned to feel him against me, in me, around me. I’d never taken drugs, but if I had, I imagined this was what the high would feel like.
“Please,” I whimpered into his mouth. “I want you to fuck me.”
A hint of hesitation passed over his face, and I froze. He shook his head and brushed his nose over mine, before swallowing.
“I’ve never....” He winced in pain and I pressed my fingers to his mouth.
“With a man?” I finished for him.
He smiled and nodded.
“That’s okay. It’s fine, Sam. You don’t have to hurt yourself to explain it. Trust me. I’ll lead you.” I smoothed the back of my knuckles over his face, and he sighed happily. “We’re in this together, right?”
He nodded again.
“Good. Then, get the lube.”
He sat back on his knees between my legs and grabbed the lube from the bed, popping it open to smear a good amount onto his left hand and fingers. I spread my knees wider and dragged them to my chest. The move made him pause, mouth parted as he stared down at my hole. If that wasn’t the biggest compliment, I didn’t know what else was. He licked his lips and dropped the bottle beside him, before running his unlubed palm down my inner thigh.
I trembled and cursed, his touch electrifying me. My dick jerked, leaking a trail of precum that pooled in my belly button. “Oh, fuck.”
He pressed the tip of his lubed finger to my entrance and my hole squeezed at air, waiting for him to press inside me, and to my relief, he didn’t fuck around. He pushed inside, his digit spreading me in a way that had my dick weeping and my body shuddering. It’d been a while since I’d been with anyone, though, and my hole resisted against the intrusion. Spikes of pain and pleasure fired through me, and my skin tingled.
“Keep going,” I whispered, desperate, and he followed my orders.
He was careful pressing into me, but when he added a second finger, it came with more confidence. He spread me and stretched me until my world spun and my balls tightened, threatening to unload.
I groaned. “Okay, enough. In me.”
He frowned at me and held up two fingers with his free hand.
“I know it was only two, but it’s fine.” I stroked a knuckle down his cheek in reassurance. “Trust me. A little pain never hurt. It’s nice with pleasure.”
His eyebrows furrowed, but he nodded with the kind of determination that made it look like he was going into battle. My lips twitched, but I pursed my mouth to keep in a laugh.
“Good luck, soldier,” I murmured, and he cocked his head at me. I waved him off.
He pulled his fingers out gently and lubed up his dick. I watched with my thighs against my chest, unable to do anything but stare at his girthy length. The skin over my arms prickled in excitement and I wiggled my ass, ready to get that thick piece of meat in me.
