Page 53 of A Virgin for His Grace

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"You look... magnificent," Livia continued, though her voice held an odd note that Arabella could not quite interpret. "Every inch the radiant bride that society expects to see."

"Thank you," Arabella replied automatically, though something in Livia's manner suggested that conventional compliments were not the purpose of this visit to her private chambers. "It is kind of you to come, especially when your brother has other obligations."

"My brother," Livia said with sudden vehemence, moving to the window that offered the same view of the garden that had graced Arabella's mornings for so many weeks, "is a fool of the highest order. Though I suspect there is more to his apparent abandonment than meets the eye."

The cryptic comment made Arabella's pulse quicken with unwilling hope, though she forced herself not to read too much into what might be merely wishful thinking on Livia's part.

"I fear your brother has made his position perfectly clear," she said with forced composure, joining Livia at the window where they had stood together so many times discussing the upcoming Season. "He considers our association to have been a mistake that marriage will now rectify."

"Does he indeed?" Livia's smile held a quality that remindedArabella forcibly of Devon at his most enigmatic. "How very definitive of him. Yet I cannot help but wonder whether such certainty might be somewhat premature."

Before Arabella could ask what, she meant by this mysterious observation, Livia turned from the window with an expression of determination that transformed her delicate features entirely.

"Tell me," she said quietly, "if you could choose any future for yourself, regardless of social convention or practical consideration, what would it be?"

The question struck Arabella as oddly philosophical for such a moment, yet something in Livia's manner suggested that her answer might be more significant than mere idle curiosity.

"I suppose," she said slowly, her gaze moving around the bedchamber that had become such a refuge during her residence at Ravenshollow Manor, "I would choose to be valued for my mind as well as my person. To be loved for who I am rather than what I represent. To build a life based upon mutual respect and genuine affection rather than mere convenience or social expectation."

"And with whom would you build such a life?" Livia pressed gently.

The answer rose to Arabella's lips without conscious thought, the truth too fundamental to be suppressed despite all rational consideration.

"With your brother," she whispered. "With Devon, if such athing were possible. But it is not possible, and I must learn to accept that reality."

Livia turned from the window with an expression of satisfaction that seemed oddly inappropriate given the melancholy nature of their conversation.

"Must you indeed?" she asked with a slight smile. "How very... final that sounds. Yet I have found that reality often proves to be far more flexible than we might initially suppose."

Before Arabella could ask what she meant by this cryptic observation, they were interrupted by Lady Greystone's voice calling from the sitting room beyond.

"Arabella, dearest! The carriages have arrived, and Mr. Whitmore is waiting at the church. We must not keep him waiting any longer!"

The sound of her mother's voice, bright with the sort of forced cheer that fooled no one, sent ice flooding through Arabella's veins. The moment of reckoning had arrived, and there was no longer any possibility of delay or escape.

"I must go," she said quietly, moving toward the dressing table to collect the few personal items she would carry with her into her new life. "Thank you for coming, Livia. Your friendship has meant more to me than you know during my residence in this house."

"Has it?" Livia asked with that same enigmatic smile. "Then perhaps you will trust me when I say that all is not as hopeless as it appears. Some stories, Arabella, require a final chapter beforetheir true ending can be written."

The mysterious words echoed in Arabella's mind as she made her way back to the sitting room where her family waited with barely concealed anxiety. Yet she had no time to ponder Livia's meaning, for the next few minutes passed in a blur of final preparations and nervous embraces.

The wedding gown was adjusted one final time, the veil arranged with mathematical precision, and the small bouquet of white roses—gathered, she realized with fresh pain, from Devon's own garden—pressed into her trembling hands. Lord Richard offered his arm with the sort of grave dignity appropriate to a man escorting his daughter to the scaffold, whilst Lady Greystone and Cordelia prepared to follow in the second carriage.

As they made their way through the elegant corridors of Ravenshollow Manor toward the main entrance where the carriages waited, Arabella found herself memorizing every detail. The placement of the artwork Devon had chosen with such care, the fresh flowers that appeared in every room under Mrs. Henderson's expert management, the very atmosphere of refined comfort that had made this house feel more like home than anywhere she had ever lived.

"Miss Greystone," Mrs. Henderson appeared at her side as they reached the entrance hall, her composed features showing the strain of emotion she was too professional to display openly. "If I may say so, you have been a credit to this household during your residence here. We shall all miss your presence greatly."

The housekeeper's genuine warmth nearly undid Arabella'sremaining composure, for it reminded her of all the kindness she had received from every member of Devon's staff during her time as Livia's companion.

"Thank you, Mrs. Henderson," she managed, her voice thick with unshed tears. "You have all made me feel so welcome. I shall never forget the happiness I found within these walls."

As their procession made its way through the streets of London toward St. George's Church, Arabella stared out the carriage window at the familiar sights with the detached interest of someone viewing them for the last time. In a few short hours, she would be Mrs. James Whitmore, bound by law and custom to a man who represented everything she despised in human nature.

Yet even as she contemplated this grim future, Livia's words continued to echo in her mind: "Some stories require a final chapter before their true ending can be written."

What had she meant by such a statement? Was there truly some reason for hope, or had it merely been the well-meaning attempt of a friend to provide comfort in a hopeless situation?

As the spires of St. George's came into view, Arabella found herself clinging to this slender thread of possibility despite all rational thought to the contrary. Perhaps, somehow, the story was not yet finished. Perhaps there remained one final twist of fate that might yet transform this tragedy into something resembling hope.