Lothair had no one.
“You can still be proud of who you are, regardless of your alpha father.” Whatever I tried to say sounded lame. I bit my tongue.
“I’m an entertainer. It’s nothing grand, but I’m okay with that.” Lothair’s voice grew cold with hints of the arrogance I knew so well. “I love that I’m stronger and faster than anyone else around me, that people admire me, that they find me hot and want to fuck me. And while I got many of my skills with no effort, I worked on myself over the years. I still do.”
He did. Lothair was incredibly agile and powerful, even for a shifter. He was borderline obsessive about his training.
“Now that I’ve poured my heart out to you, how about we go back and fuck?”
Before I could respond, he got up and flung himself into the air. He jumped off the cliff in front of us. I shot up after him and stared as he shifted mid-fall and flew high, circling above me. His dark wings obscured the moon.
I’d get to fuck this creature tonight.
With that thought, I ran along the mountain range and let the wings burst out of my body.
LOTHAIR
I wasn’t going to be nervous about sex. No way.
Gritting my teeth, I gave myself a once-over in the mirror. I should have suggested we do it in the fuck room. Would I have felt less vulnerable? And why had I spilled my guts to him earlier?
Ugh.
But this was about Terrance staying. Maybe hearing my sob story would soften him up before he decided to quit on Monday. Yeah, right.
I took a deep breath.
My hole was soft and slippery after I’d douched and prepped. It felt weird as I walked out of the bathroom. The annoying procedure had dampened my arousal, but the thought of Terrance waiting for me out here was enough to make me hard again.
Except Terrance was nowhere to be seen. My bedroom loomed empty, the unmade bed looking sad and lonely on top of being a mess.
I frowned.
Did he bail on me during prep? Was there anything more humiliating than that?
Then the curtain moved with a draft, and I noticed his silhouette on the balcony. I blew out a breath in relief.
I pushed the door open and joined him. He was wearing his boxer briefs and nothing else, the expanse of his smooth back making my palms itch. Standing behind him, I pressed my dick to his ass.
“I’m ready.”
The few seconds of silence that followed had me shivering on the inside. Damn him for having so much power over me!
“Get on the bed, on your knees,” he said, sounding calm. Almost detached. “I’ll be right with you.”
The fucker.
I bit his shoulder and pushed off the railing.
Like a good boy, I climbed onto the bed and spread my legs. For some reason, my hard dick tingled around the base and head. A strange sensation. Must be all the sucking we’d done today.
At first, I got on my hands and knees. Then I considered how I’d look for Terrance and lowered myself onto my elbows. I curved my spine to lift my ass higher.
“Very pretty,” Terrance said from behind me. He was quiet like a cat. I hadn’t noticed him come in.
He walked around the bed, opened the drawer, and flung the lube bottle onto the pillow beside me.
The mattress dipped, and a warm hand caressed my thigh.