“We don’t talk about it.”I swallowed hard.“I didn’t even know the truth until I was, like, fourteen.I stumbled upon it on accident, and Dad couldn’t hide it anymore.He told me the whole thing.He’s never forgiven himself for failing her like that.”
“He didn’t fail her,” Shane insisted.“It wasn’t anyone’s fault.She was sick and in pain.”
“I know, and I’m sure he knows that, too.”I shrugged.“It’s just hard to let that kind of guilt go.”
“I understand.”If anyone could understand guilt and regret for mistakes, it was him.Carefully, he asked, “And that’s why Cade wouldn’t have a baby with you?”
“He never said it explicitly, but he would make these remarks about dogs and puppies and breeding out bad genes.”
Shane gritted his teeth.“I might kick his ass just for the hell of it.”
“Shane,” I warned, eyeing him in that way I reserved for my unruly students.“He’s not worth it.”
“Maybe not, but it would make me feel better.”He took the mailer from my hand and tore it in half.He let the pieces fall and then placed his hands on my hips.Lowering his head, he kissed me tenderly.“You want a baby?”
My heart fluttered, and my core pulsed.“I want a baby.”
“All right.”He nodded resolutely.
My eyebrows soared.“All right?”
“Yep.”He crouched slightly, slipped his hands under my skirt and gripped the backs of my thighs.I squealed as he lifted me and ordered, “Wrap your legs around me.”
“What?Now?”I wound my legs around his waist as he carried me to the breakfast nook table that was decidedly sturdier than the old antique in my dining room.“I’m not even ovulating!”
“So?”He placed me on the short square table and snatched up the vase of zinnias and dahlias.He moved it to the kitchen counter where it would be safe.We had learned the hard way that our wild activities put my vases and other glassware at risk.“We’ll practice.”
“Shane!”I laughed, a big belly laugh filled with joy and excitement.“You’re serious?”
“Sure as hell am.”He walked back to me, shucking his cut and unbuckling his belt.“I love you, and if you want a baby, that’s what you’re going to get.”
“You’re crazy!”My body trembled with anticipation and need.Already, I could feel the wet heat seeping from me.
“Crazy for you, darlin’.”He dropped to his knees in front of the table and shoved my skirt up around my waist.He gave my panties a tug, nearly ripping the waistband.I clucked at him, and he offered an apologetic smile.I lifted my backside, using my hands for leverage, and he dragged my underwear down my legs.He threw them over his shoulder, and I frowned at the absolutely feral way he acted sometimes.Not that I minded when he was using that feral energy on me.
As he shoved my thighs apart and buried his face in my pussy, I cried out and fell back against the table.“You know this isn’t how babies are made, right?”
“Hush,” he growled against my clit, and I erupted in a fit of giggles that didn’t stop until he wrapped his soft lips around my swollen nub and sucked hard.All laughter was forgotten as he worked me with his tongue.He had memorized the key to unlocking my orgasms, and I was powerless to resist him.
His tongue fluttered over my clit, and two of his fingers probed into me.They slid in effortlessly.I still couldn’t understand how he made me react like this, made me so wet that I would practically beg for water when we were finished.He just had to look at me in that smoldering way, and I was a mess.
I clutched his head, scratching at his scalp in the way he liked.He groaned against my clit, and the vibrations sent me right over the edge.It shocked me, actually.He always made me come fast, but this was a record even for him.
The waves of pleasure jolted through me, and he just kept going, kept sucking my clit and rubbing his tongue over the sensitive pearl until my back arched and my hips came up off the table.
A second orgasm hit, and the two fingers inside me thrust against my G-Spot.I saw stars.I fucking howled like a wolf in heat.I came screaming his name and clawing at his shoulders.He groaned again, hungrily lapping at me and made sure I was limp and boneless with bliss before he stopped.
I fought to catch my breath as he unleashed his huge cock.He pushed his jeans and boxers down a few inches, just enough to free himself.He stroked his cock, wrapping his thick fingers around his tool and working the impressive length.
We had gone to a clinic earlier that week to get testing done.He hadn’t been thrilled by the idea, but he hadn’t fought or argued.He had even made the appointments to make sure we could get it done.
Which was why I didn’t hesitate to spread my legs for him now.We were safe and committed, and there was no reason not to let him try to breed me.
God, even thinking about the word had me panting for him.Breeding.A baby.Ourbaby.
I grabbed his hips, impatiently dragging him closer.He chuckled darkly and smacked the fat head of his cock against my clit.I gasped at the dirty move, but secretly, I loved it.I looked down and watched as he pushed his dick into me, feeding me just the tip before he withdrew.I whimpered, and he shushed me with gentle words.“Easy, baby.I’m going to give it you.”He pushed in a few more inches.“I’m going to give it all to you.”
“Please, Shane,” I begged.“Come inside me.”