My toes curl. “Oh!”
I’ve heard of that being a pleasure spot for people but didn’t believe it until it made my core spasm with need. I swallow hard. I already admitted I wanted him to choke me, but it’s so hard to tell him I want him to touch my pussy and choke me. He might want to know why I want the choking when I’m a virgin and never experienced it before. Can I admit to him that I saw him all those years ago, and I’ve wanted to feel the pleasure I saw on her face?
I bite my lip. “I’m embarrassed,” I gasp out.
He kisses me briefly but hard. “Josie, with me, you don’t have to be embarrassed about anything. I promise I will never laugh at your desires.”
His fingers ghost over my breasts and down my stomach, sending tingles through me, but he never goes farther than the band of my pants.
It’s best just to rip off the bandage. “I want you to touch my pussy. My clit aches so bad, and I want you to choke me. They don’t have to happen at the same time, but that’s what I want.”
He hums. “See? Was that so hard? Voicing your desires will get you what you want. He pushes me back into the bed as his thumbs hook in the band of my sweats and in one fluid movement he lifts my ass and pulls them off. Exposing my wet folds to the cool air in the room.
My first reaction is to cover myself. I keep myself shaven but keep a patch of hair at the top. I don’t like being bald, it makes me feel like a doll. What if he doesn’t like how I look and this all ends before it can begin? I don’t look like a pornstar.
He stares at my hands and then looks at me. “I can’t touch anything if you don’t let me, baby.”
Slowly, his fingers curl around my wrists and he gently pulls them off my pussy. Using his long arms he holds them above my head.
His gaze travels down my naked form. I squirm under his stare. He’s still fully clothed and I’m as naked as I have ever been in front of a man. Cason licks his lips. “You look absolutely delectable, baby. I want to explore every inch of you with my tongue until I’ve tasted all of you.”
My breath quickens at his words. “I’ve imagined you licking frosting off me, so many times.”
He growls as he leans down to run his tongue from between my breasts down to my navel. “I’ve imagined that, too. And bending you over your workstation after hours to fuck you as I slap that luscious ass of yours. In fact, roll over and get on your hands and knees and move up the bed more.”
His hands let go of me as I do as he says, my body quivering with excitement.
I look over my shoulder as he pulls off his shirt and gets on the bed behind me, kneeling as he reaches for my ass. His gaze meets mine for a moment before he slaps my ass.
Smack.
The spank resounds through the room and body as my skin prickles. I let out a whimper. “More please.”
He does it again on the other side and then again in the same places as before.
Smack. Smack. Smack. Smack.
The area heats up. He groans. “It jiggles just like I pictured it doing. You’re.”Smack. “So.”Smack. “Fucking.”Smack. “Perfect.”Smack. He accentuates each word with a resounding slap, they get a little harder as he goes and I have to lean into my pillow and moan.
I didn’t think a spanking would turn me on this much. He hasn’t even touched my pussy and it’s so hot. I can practically feel myself dripping with need.
His hand stops its wonderful assault on my ass cheeks and comes down to rub them. The action is soothing, and I lean back into his touch.
I look back at him. I can’t wait to see those marks in the mirror later, I want his handprint to be on my ass for days to come. “I love you.” The words leave my lips. We’ve already said we love each other, that’s how we got here, but I want to say it as much as possible since it took so long to get around to saying it.
He leans down to press kisses to my hot flesh. “I love you, too.” He groans. “It feels good to finally be able to say that out loud.”
I want to know when it was that he fell in love with me. I know he hasn’t been into me for too long. It makes sense, with our age difference that it would’ve taken him longer to come around.
His hands spread my cheeks. “You’re gorgeous, I can’t believe you’re mine.”
My stomach flips at his words. “Say that again. That I’m yours. It gets me so... so wet.” I can’t believe how candid I’m being, but he brings it out in me.
Our gazes meet. “Your mine, Josie Kotov, you’re mine until the end of my days and whatever comes after that.” He kisses one ass cheek and then the other before he bites and sucks hard on it.
Shocks of pleasure and pain course through me.
He rubs at the mark, massaging it with his thumb. “And I’m not going to let you forget that. Lean forward and put that perfect ass of yours more into the air.