Chapter 30
Lazarus~
I was tired, and I could tell that Elisabeth was still grappling with whatever it was that she’d gone through, but after having almost lost her-or believing that I had almost lost her-I needed her, and as insensitive as it was, I was still fairly certain that she’d understand.
When we’d gotten to her office, out of habit, Elisabeth had automatically gone to sit behind her desk, and I’d taken the same seat as the last time that I’d been here.Though neither chair was comfortable enough to sleep in, the drive home seemed like a trip into forever right now.I also wasn’t opposed to a vacation if she’d been serious about it earlier.We could both use one, her more than me.
I stood up from my seat, then walked over to her chair, and as I placed my hands on her shoulders, I said, “I can feel you, Elisa.I can feel you, and that’s the only reason why I didn’t lose my mind when I was ripped away from your dream.I knew that you were still alive because I could feel it.In fact, it feels like we share the same heart.”
“I know,” she replied softly.“I can feel it, too.”
“You know, sooner or later, we’re going to have to go back to our regular lives,” I went on.“You’ll have to start visiting your parents more, and I’ll have to start doing the same.I’ve also been neglecting Jonathan, and I think it’s time for you guys to finally meet.”
“I’d like that.”
“But more than anything right now, I need you,” I finally admitted.“I need you so fucking much.”
Elisabeth didn’t say anything, but when she turned in her chair, she looked up at me while her hands went straight to my zipper, and I could feel anticipation racing through every inch of my body.I was also very aware that we hadn’t locked the door to her office, but I wasn’t going to stop her now.Since it was still dark outside, no one should be coming into her office anyway.
My dick was already hard when her hand wrapped around the base, and those hazel eyes of hers flared with desire right before her tongue darted out to lick the head of my cock.I quickly slid my hand through her hair, gripping the back of her head, and I let out a low groan as the love of my life pulled my cock deep into her mouth, the wet warmth sending tingles down my spine.Elisabeth was so fucking good at this, and I considered it a blessing whenever she submitted to me.
“Fuck, baby,” I hissed as her tongue worked its magic, caressing the underside of my dick, driving me out of my mind.
“Is this what you needed?”she asked once she took her lips off my dick.
It wasn’t.
While I’d never turn down a blowjob, that wasn’t what I needed right now.I needed Elisabeth in my arms, and I needed to be buried deep inside her.I needed to feel her everywhere, not just in my heart.I needed reassurance that we had survived something so incredibly unreal.
Shaking my head, I said, “No.”
Her eyes blinked in surprise, but she didn’t say anything when I reached for her shoulders to lift her to her feet.Still very aware that we weren’t at home, I reached for her pajama bottoms, and I briefly wondered where they had come from.When we’d gone to bed earlier, we’d both been naked, and since I had woken up in the same state in which I’d gone to sleep, I had no idea where Elisabeth’s clothes had come from, but I wasn’t going to question it too much.Besides, walking her out of here naked would probably cause all kinds of problems.
Taking the waistband of her pants and panties in my hands, I pushed them down until they were over her hips, and as soon as they were low enough, I grabbed her, positioned her next to her desk, then placed my left hand on her back, bending her over the wood.
Stepping up behind her, I slid my hand between her legs, and need ricocheted through my body as I found her soaking wet, ready for me, and I could only hope that it was going to be like this forever.I wanted to be eighty-years-old and still chasing her around the house, and I wanted her to want me to catch her.I wanted to die with my need for her still racing through my veins, and I wanted the same from her.I wanted it to never be enough and too much all at the same time.
“God, I love it when you drench my hand,” I said as my fingers stretched her open.“I love how you sound when you’re taking me.”
“Lazarus...”she whimpered as her hands grabbed the edge of her desk.“Please...”
I pulled my fingers from her cunt, then grabbed the base of my dick to tease her some more.As I ran the head of my dick up and down her slit, I said, “Tell me that you love me.”
“I love you...”she immediately obeyed.
